Insignificance

Well...

I was taking a practice test for the AP World History exam, and I'd gotten to the free-response questions part.  I felt, then, for some reason, that I would be wasting my time by sitting there any longer.  But I didn't leave for at least fifteen minutes, struggling with whether or not to actually take the big step of actually getting up and announcing that I wanted to leave.  Eventually, I put all my fear and frustration into a clamped right hand, and then relaxed my right hand.

Once I had left, I was walking down the street marveling at what I had just done, actually getting out instead of sitting there for two hours attempting something I didn't really want or have to do.  And as I looked up, the clouds started to pull away.  It'd been cloudy all day, and now there was actually blue sky.  And as I kept walking towards the town center, more and more sky became visible as the clouds moved south and west (which usually is what NEVER happens).  And I got this really good feeling, that there was something else that I needed to do instead of that test.

On the bus my mind thought, instead of just being a bus, that it was more like just a little tin can.  That was all, a tin can.

I got home, and I wanted to make use of this high and go to the AP realms, but, instead, I wound up falling asleep after doing some energy manipulations.  Which reminds me, earlier that day I had done something like that, that left me feeling a lot better.

Then when I woke up just now, my mom told me that she had to go to the ER because her thumb was bleeding rather strangely.  And, she would have had to pick me up from school at 7:00, and she went to the ER at 7:10.  So... maybe everything happens for a reason.  I don't know.

Don't know if this really counts as anything worth putting into this group but what the hey.

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  • I agree, as long as it is the TRUE intuition.

    By the way... ONLY 12 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!!!  YESS!!!!!  THEN I CAN SPEND ALL MY TIME ON HERE AND WORKING ON MY LIFE!!!!!!

    Today... I feel like doing nothing.  Especially after the rest, I don't even feel like playing my guitar.  I just want to play Sims 2 and be lazy.  I have a feeling that "neat" feeling I got from that decision had something to do with "power levels."

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