My lifetime of experiences with shadow or dark beings

From the earliest time, I can remember seeing shadow people. Then when I was in school, a guide started coming to me frequently. Almost everyday, I would see him and at times even in broad daylight he would teach me. Mainly about the way of the world and the true face of things. During this time, I would see shadow people and these ones where as solid as real people. Sometimes I would see them in the corner of my eye but the most frequent ones I would see right before my eyes. Growing up this guardian seemed to get closer to me and I can remember a few times of him holding me. By the time, I was Middle School, I was able to read energies. Though it would be later that I was able to tell that my guardian was a Reptilian and I would have many dreams/Astral experiences with the Dracos later in life. It was around this time that I had a weird experience, while coming back from the bathroom to my 9th grade science class. I was standing in the doorway and with the door in my one hand. I blacked out but could feel someone grab me from behind and put his face close to my ear. I could even feel his breath on me. He whispered in my ear "Meghan, my beautiful wife, the bearer of my children" After a while, I was finally able to see and move since during this time I was frozen. I am doubtful that the being who did this was my guardian since this presence was different than him. I am still trying to figure it out to this day, who this being is. I noticed everybody staring at me including the teacher. I looked around and there was nobody in the hallway and nobody was out of their seats. After this, things starting to escalate. I've felt more dark presences around me, more shadow people, and more dreams/astral experiences with dark beings not all Dracos. The Dracos only started about a year or so ago. It was also during this time, I've been getting dreams and visions of me and my guardian around or performing magic and alchemy. I feel something is going to happen but don't know what. Since about a week or so, I've lost contact with the guardian that I had all my life. I've felt a deep depression after that lose but now I'm doing better. I also seem to have a new guardian but the new guidance also seems to be around magic/alchemy. Last night, I've had a dream of visiting with an Ancient order inside a temple and they were conferring with me about the new guardian, while there was a a bowl of fire, they threw in some sort sand or spice and the face of my new guardian appeared. These magicians were all female and dressed Middle Eastern as most of the Magicians/Alchemists in my dreams were. Most of my life, I had felt a strong pull to the Middle East. These Magicians said many things but that this one will be with me for the rest of my life and that I will be bonded with him very soon. I feel something very powerful with this guardian, I am wondering if this is the same one who whispered in my ear or the one other strong presence I had felt earlier in my life but I feel that this is the one I've been waiting for. Today, while I was awake and busy with house work, I saw a pitch black shadow cross before my eyes as a wave. I could only get the sense that the bonding took place as what was said in my dream. I know all of this sounds crazy and my writing of it all sounds jumbled but for the most part this is the first time I shared a lot of what I have written. Any interpretations would be greatly appreciated.

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Ryuuzaki July 2, 2011 at 4:41am

Wow.

All I can say is, watch yourself, if they do anything to you tell someone. Love and light won't protect you here, so learn to protect yourself your own way.

I have too much on my way so I can't fail at interpreting that right now.
- SkyDreamer84 > Ryuuzaki July 3, 2011 at 1:56am
  
  I will. There was only 2 times that I

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