I passed out last night, my body was sore, my chest hurt, so did my stomach, and legs, and lungs. The dream I had that night had begun, and it was incredibly lucid, so I accepted the possibility that there was a chance I was not dreaming.
The dream started with me being in school, the school I might have mentioned before, the one that got attacked by a disgusting slime monster. I was talking to my old English teacher, and watching my friends. All of a sudden something flashed in my eyes, and they all died. It was gory, and creepy, incredibly creepy.
The scene started to change, I was now in my room, my laptop was open, and there was the chat I talk to Rae and Anush with. Rae and Anush, were both there. They started to yell at me, and I didn't like it. Rae taunted me and made fun of me, Anush at one point got so frustrated and mad at me she said she would threaten to kill me if I didn't do whatever she wanted me to do.
I wanted them to stop. I was confused, and didn't know what I was doing, they were just yelling at me, I could have sworn I heard both of their voices in my head, Rae's voice is very... Australian. Anush's voice was muffled, it sounded kind of deep for a woman, probably because she was yelling. Rae's voice is squeakier than Anush's for sure though.
The atmosphere around me in the dream started to spark purple and black. The scenery started to change, I was now in a very dark room, not much to describe, it was just pure black. There was a person in front of me.
Ghostface, from Scream, the guy who always haunted me in my dreams as a kid, he would slaughter my family if he ever entered my dreams. Recently he's been... returning? I don't know, there's a feeling I get when he's in one of my dreams, it's the feeling that I get whenever the black energy starts torturing me at night.
He had on his wrist, a hidden blade from Assassin's Creed. He approached me slowly, pointing it at me. I knew what was happening so I tried to stop him, the first time he was going to hit me with it I grabbed his arm and resisted. Eventually I was tired, and he stabbed me, in the heart. I remember him saying something along the lines of "Finally, I got you."
I think my eyes went black, the black energy that tortures me started to engulf me very quickly, soon I got this falling sensation. I remember grabbing this ledge near me and caught myself on it.
I pulled myself up on the ledge. At first I didn't know what I was standing on, it was VERY bright. Like a stain glass window. I decided to fly up and get a look at it, I could feel the black energy itching my skin.
What I saw kind of scared me. It looked almost exactly like this:
There was a couple differences, but this is about 90% accurate. What I saw kind of scared me a bit. There were cracks and holes in it. Specifically on the left side.
"Is that my soul? It looks like it's about to break." I thought it was very sad, it looked very happy, but sad. The holes just made it worse. So I had this idea to fill them in and "fix" my soul.
I decided to grab at the black energy and use it, I manifested a lot of it into my hands, holding it like a kamehameha blast, it felt like a lot of hatred. I blasted my "soul" with it, and the holes and cracks started to fill in with this crimson color thing, it looked very artificial, but at least it was "fixed".
Overall the dream was strange, I woke up after "fixing" it. Thanks for reading I guess.
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Well Done Near, looks like you are accessing it more. I was hoping you would find your way to access this.
YAY!
Now I guess it will be easier to adjust going to your door.
The brokenness can also be the reason you had trouble getting to your door.
You released the darkness within in you and allowed your soul to become more complete.
This is a good exercise to practice. Dark kamehameha waves directed at cracked portions of your sould-glass template for the areas that need dark cohesive elements.