A long time...

Posted by moonflower on July 18, 2010 at 8:42pm

A long time, went by before I dared to take the step. The step to leave the man I have known for 21 years. I really feel I have a lot of smiles and laughter inside of me waiting to get out! I have been afraid for a long time. Some might call me a covard! Thats allright to! I am waiting to find ME - who am I really?! I am a bit curious! And I have butterflies flying around in my belly too...

 

One day - in the little rental cottage I looked out through the window, to the trees outside and I was so amazed because suddenly I could see the energy and auric field around it. It was so lovely - and I did´nt leave this view for a long time - couldnt get enough!  So thats whats its about I thought, swirling coulours - never still - moving - all the time - energy! So beautiful at the same time - LOVE IN MOTION! Someone once said devas takes care of every tree and flower and so on,  -  I find it so comforting to know that! Just as we humans have each a gardian angel! Love is apparantly the answer!

 

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  • Sashia Ishizu-Ishtar July 19, 2010 at 4:24am
    That took a lot to admit, but you're not alone.....going into something new the unknown can be a scary experience, but it can also be rewarding, it can be so wonderful, so fullfilling. It's like a leap of faith.....you just took that leap. Your journey has begun....follow your dream no matter where it takes you....those words were said to me when I left Colorado for the last time in 2005. I don't look back, only forward....armed with LOVE in my heart I am well on my way!? I offer these same words to you on your journey..........

    Namaste My Sister^_^
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