The open diary of my life. I almost feel i should adress this to the people who may be reading it but i think i will adress it to source(the eternal being we are all a part) i wonder what i would like to say....
Lately it would almost seem that i am bi polar or something. It feels like i get a glimpse of bliss, a taste and a touch then i become curious to see how well i can manuver through dense energies. my body is a testing ground and so far i have figured quite alot out. i have fgured that there is a vast amount of energy waiting to be tapped for sustanance. im kinda tired of eating or atleast eating bad food. some people never learn to know their body, they just treat it like a trash can. im so tired of eating crap and having people tell me it is so good. blahhhh.
I once used to eat food not thinking it had effects on my body. i ate for pleasure and taste. Lately iv'e been going to extremes just to see what my body can handle. After eating all raw food i began to see how certain symptons, pains melted away. really i think my body allways knows what to eat that is good for it but my emotions don't. For so long i think i have been feeding my emotions without even realizing it. Now im in a decoding process discovering what works for me and what does'nt. so much food in our modern society is so absolutely overloaded with zest and disguise. i want what is real and real good for me. RAW FOOD is awesome! i love the earth and her blessings. i have been finding those blackholes i have been feeding and finally I'm filling them with what they deserve. so if i feel lonely im gonna find company not a sugar coated piece of crap.
i'm actually really tired of the whole food thing and kinda wish i just didnt have to eat. my nutrition and consumption has been a big concious key for me in my awakening. my long term goal is to resonate with source, earth and light and recieve sustanance by the pure existance of being. maybe my path of trials and error has just been a stepping stone for me to really understand my body and energy systems. I think alot of us are just feeding our emotions and we should be finding the source of those emotions and what they need to feel full. I feel we all really need company. we all need to know that we are together as companions in this life. we are more alive together than alone. we ll eat so very very differently. what does the source eat?
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Source/God/Spirit doesn't have to eat. He/She is pure love, pure energy and can be anything that is possible. We have taste buds as humans..pure energy doesn't have any...as with the same as our spirit guides/angels/archangels/ascended masters ect.
I feel the same way as you do...just wishing that I don't have to prepare/cook food..spending the time to do all the chores as humans and get on with the 'doing'. I have felt that since I was a small child. I didn't think that the subjects they teach in schools ever help us with our journey except on the ego level.
I also feel that a lot of stuff humans do are just very 'irrelevant' to our spiritual journey...incarnating on Mother Earth ..getting into the density and forgetting who we truly are...and then...learning and trying to remember our true soul purpose ect...and although it all seems 'stupid' to me...I still believe that situation serves its own purpose..to lead us to...where we need to be.
Go with your discernment on eating what's right for you...at that time and space. We have to be very aware that we're not eating to feed our ego but our spiritual body/energy. Great discernment and balance is very important in our daily diet, action and thoughts. The first few seconds form our thoughts and yes...it is very crucial to 'catch' our thoughts with good intent for ourselves and our New Earth.
Same as feeling the need to eat certain foods...and analyzing it if it were to affect Mother Earth, our environment/economy and ourselves. It is a very vicious circle and we need great discernment on what we should choose. It is crucial to eat organic foods (I try to grow my own veggies and fruits) at the same time, we have to make sure that we're not wasting food or eating foods like red/white meat....where the farming sources are using antibiotics for the animals/poultry. Marine foods has also gone into commercial farming and they feed the fishes/shrimps with chemicals....which we may not know of. Farming of foods from animals to poultry to seafood is now very common. I realized that since I've migrated to USA, I developed skin rashes and didn't understand why I did.
Then I started to take notes on my diet since Feb 2007 and realized that I've taken too much farm raised seafood (fish and shrimps) and have since bought only wild caught seafood - mainly fish.
Understanding your receivership of sustenance and the source is very important. I do take my daily supplements (aside from my daily food intake) and I stop taking my supplements for one day each week. I believe that it will work better when we give our body a rest - one day per week.
FYI, I'm taking softgel Calcium with Vitamin D (1,000iu), Vitamin C, Lecithin 1200, Evening Primrose/Borage, Black Cohosh, Alpha Lipoic Acid and garlic. For now, I'm also taking Potassium 90mg to help with water distribution in my body. I will stop taking potassium if I can find another alternative which will have potassium in my supplement.