My Life On This Planet

It's been a long hard road trying to adapt to life on this planet some two million light years from home. Fumbling around in the dark not knowing why I am here. Not even knowing until 2006 where I even come from only that it was anywhere but here. Knowing I don't belong here and wondering what my purpose is here. Two million light years is a long long way to come just to be on this planet.

 

Meanwhile my life goes on, being carer for sick wife with chronic fatigue and other stuff..... Wake up at 5AM, get ready for work, at work in the warehouse by 7AM, lunch break, then knocking off at 3:30PM, going to the mall, then going home, cook dinner, clean up, watch TV, get online, attend to wife as needed, and being in bed by midnight since I am a hyper little critter who runs on 4 - 5 hours of sleep each day.

 

Meanwhile I awaken bit by bit. I learn more of my travels through 1000 lifetimes. All seems but a dream, a fantasy, when compared against the backdrop of this life, but all so amazingly real, the memories coming back bit by bit.

 

And so my journey continues........

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  • It takes some time to get use to it, but remember we create our reality, either we let these energies control us or we control them!? Remember, you have your problems, but your rpoblems do not have you!!
    Namaste my brother~_~
  • I understand how you feel, it takes time to awaken to the inner truth of who you are and your lifes purpose here..one thing which I found very helpful is this website>>>(http://www.auracolors.com/personal-quiz-auracolors.html) take this aura test you may find it very helpful, I know I did!? Peace and Ligh to you my brother.

    Sashia~_~
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