Persecution

Posted by Super7DsMom on May 18, 2010 at 3:52am

I am about to be persecuted and put in jail for something that I did not do!

And I am fearful, although I am probably only going to be jailed for 48 hours!

I am really cosraphobic, I also suffer from high anxiety and panic attacks

I will be all alone.

I am addicted to cigarettes and have never been able to quit, I will be without them for 48 hours.

I will have nothing to do but sit there nothing to do but think.

I do not know how I am going to be able to handle it I am afriad that I will freak out

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Sashia Ishizu-Ishtar May 18, 2010 at 10:42pm

Relax Girl, you won't be alone...because GOD is with you and so am I!! Anytime you feel panicked, just close your eyes and breath in and breath out....nice and slow. I want you too just focus on your breath NOTHING MORE.....just clear your mind and focus on your breath and remember that GOD is with you....GOD is always with you and GOD believes in you....with GOD you can do ANYTHING!! Including this and remember....THIS TOO SHALL PASS!! GOOD LUCK and go with GODs speed.

Light and Love to you my sister^_^
- Super7DsMom > Sashia Ishizu-Ishtar May 18, 2010 at 11:17pm
  
  Thank you Sashia, I am trying to remember that and remind myself of that. I am trying to read and meditate on that now and as of late as the day drawls closer hoping that it will help when the time comes. I also try to remind myself that it is only 2 days..and that there will be an end to it..and I won't be trapped for good. I just hope that I will be able to remind myself while it is going on..and I remember that God is with me always!
- Sashia Ishizu-Ishtar > Super7DsMom May 19, 2010 at 5:21pm
  
  Remember to focus on your breathing....wariors do this before they go into battle, believe where your going you need to be ready for battle. Jail is not a fun place and you need to be ready mentally and emotionally....do a lot of praying before your day of incaration and if you feel panicked just close your eyes and breath.
  God Loves you and so do I,
  light and love to you my sister~_~
Super7DsMom May 18, 2010 at 1:23pm

thank you I will really need that help!
J~{Shaar'Ah'Ai'La}~ May 18, 2010 at 7:00am

Wow Brenda, this sucks more than words could say. I think you know though that the main thing is to keep your head no matter what. That way, you will get out of it okay. I know the prisons in this country, the last thing you want to do is freak out because they will try to crush your emotions and keep you there longer. I'm sure you have had an experience where you were in pain or sick, and had to just keep thinking "It will be over soon". I hope that can help some. It can even be a halfway fun experience if you are around okay people. Being persecuted for something you didn't do, well I definitely feel for me that there is a strong "meme" in my akasha regarding this, a thread of that sort of experience running through my being. I did it to others and it was done to me. I'm sure you've considered this aspect of the situation before :) Many many blessings and "we'll hold it down while you in there," sister ;)
- Super7DsMom > J~{Shaar'Ah'Ai'La}~ May 18, 2010 at 1:26pm
  
  Thank you Cristina for your love and support..This may be my final fear that I have had to face in my life!
- Super7DsMom > J~{Shaar'Ah'Ai'La}~ May 18, 2010 at 1:22pm
  
  thank You J for your response since I feel very alone in this. I will not have any contact with anyone because it will be only 48 hours, here the first 72 hours you are in alone with just a little window for them to see in. I live in a town that is full of cops gone bad. The ones that are doing this are under investigation right now with the fbi..too late for me though, thier case will not come to light until after this has already happened to me.
  
  I sometime think at this point that I have had just about any experiance that one could imagine, after this I have experiance all my fears that I know of..maybe there is a reason for this to happen to me....a purpose.

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