I do not care about what you might think right now, just know that I'd not had a single drink since last october, and by then it was just a couple of cups of chardonnay which by the way would never harm anyone.

But all of the sudden I just find out that people say these things about you ”He has the heart of an angel”, ”He helped someone I know” ”He healed me and the friend or a friend” ”He invited me to this meeting” (quotes are not exact not to give any hints of what site(s) I've read this in).

Is this the same person I know about?? Is this the same person who's treated me like hell and hurt my feelings so many times?? How can you be so different toward me and toward the other people??, IT'S ALMOST LIKE I CANT BELIEVE MY EYES, WHEN I READ THESE THINGS. I dont know if I like you more for the kind person you are or even less for how you stomped on me while you were a sweetheart to everyone else. I felt yesterday, when I read these things, that I needed at least have a drink of something today. I needed some alcohol, I was actually thinking of getting wasted, but I'm only tipsy right now although I might do it sometime in the next days now that I am free until next monday.

You may know as I told you that I will never EVER try to get close to you again. I wouldnt try to contact you NOT EVEN if they're pointing at me with a gun.

And whatever issues you may have with people now; you're on your own, bcuz those are no longer my problem. You had my support before but you didnt appreciate it.

And if you dont like ppl drinking; take your opinion and shove it where it fits you best.