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  Chris March 23, 2014 at 3:25pm

  Im out Dude. Thanks for that anyway.

  I was told that I am out, forgiven but out and was asked to break contract. Too much error, hurt too many people. That is it for me in this lifetime. I did try, but I fell under the wheels. I'm alive still so that is good but the rest of me is gone. there are 7 Billion of use here (I think) and if it was as simple as that we would all be on to it right.... I was something b4 and now I am nothing. thems the breaks.

  Peace. Y^_^
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  Sanatana kumara March 4, 2014 at 2:34pm

  We all love ya chris
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  Chris March 4, 2014 at 4:14am

  Thanks for that. ^_^
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  Chris March 2, 2014 at 11:37am

  T_T Horrific doesn't even begin to describe it. I have powerful haters, and they have done some serious stuff. Meditate on me and who I am if you like, see what you come up with. There is no dealing with this level of power, my heart wasnt big enough and I wasnt smart enough. I lost, maybe in another 250,000 years I can try again. maybe. 
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  Chris March 2, 2014 at 5:58am

  Thanks Veruschka. I know somewhere that the truth is thus but I have been stripped of everything I had and they came for me both as people and other. I am back in pure density and have burnt all of my bridges and friends in the universe. No I Am. Sometimes the strong wind encourages the tree to grow a thicker and stronger trunk, however the hurricane snaps it off. These things happened to me in hospitals and suchlike, I can never trust anyone or anything again.I will go down in history as the guy who lost it all. I knew it was all love, but then it got really really nasty... The illusion fights hard when challenged. I am broken, and the damage they have inflicted is beyond any horror movie I have ever seen, I had almost all of the Siddhis and now I have none. People I knew also joined in at the end, and told me that I deserved what I got because I wasnt loving enough. This is true. Fear took me. I made mistakes and am dead and buried now. Sigh, when I meditate it actually hurts and does nothing. I had a friend who was watching and protecting me all of my life, and they were "arrested" because of me. i am sure that my equipment and potential is gone. I love you for your beautiful thoughts. U R special (I am not). They asked me to break contract... Ouch
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  Chris March 2, 2014 at 4:01am

  I tried that. No good. I even saw a healer who told me I was "out" and that I am now a nothing. I think I am a lost cause unfortunately. I am pretty sure that they shredded everything in me, when it happened it took about an hour and I thought they were killing me and I was going to die. If there was anyone that cared or was interested in my wellbeing in the Universe it wouldnt have been allowed to happen... I was thrown from the train, I am sure that I deserved it though. I no longer have any protection, they penetrate me like I am water. It doesnt matter though, I guess it was only me 7 billion others to take my place. Thanx for the advice though. Much luv. XO
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  Sanatana kumara March 1, 2014 at 2:13pm

  You likely have blockage from attacks you simply need. To protect yourself then heal what was damaged
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  Chris March 1, 2014 at 5:32am

  R U sure. SOmething really bad has happened. They removed my subtle body and shut down my mind. Pretty spooky. 
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  Sanatana kumara February 28, 2014 at 4:09pm

  No chris you havent
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  Chris February 28, 2014 at 10:31am

  well I have been given a million more I guess. Y_Y sigh