I have recently had cause to be concerned about the amount of channelling happening from many sources.  this is not a blog to be negative about the new rush in people offering themselves up, to open their minds to an unknown source, to be used by another (no matter how evolved) as a means of communication.

I have experience in the channelling field - forty years ago when all this 'ascension' and all it entails was almost unheard of, I was a channel for many light beings. i won't mention names as that would be considered an ego trip - many do of course - and this is when I suspect the motives of those who are really not conscious enough to be a vehicle for another consciousness. Maybe the higher beings are a bit desperate and if they happen to come across a willing soul, in they jump - ahh ahh we can down download much of our personal opinions - this dear one will think we are genuine. Yes my friends, many aren't

As aforementioned I used to channel - run a group for some years - in those days we didn't have internet, computers, videos and the like, Someone used to record my sessions on one of those little black tapes and I used to stranscribe them on my typewriter the next day. Many hours and days sheafs of paper still abound somewhere in the boxes!  Of course i didn't get paid and still I doubt the input. I wasn't in complete trance but trusted that my mind was being blended with higher minds of those with whom I work, and still do.

I always doubted though and used to ask people to verify the energies. Many years ago I had a personal reading from a medium. Immediately a higher energy came through and said, in no uncertain terms. "I wanted your mind"!  and "we will use you"  and I'm convinced this is what the masters do - it is disconcering as really we don't know who they are.  In my experience of working with a grand master who used me to create a third energy (book coming out soon) These dear ones can change identity in a blink of an eye. there are hundreds of Lord Michaels for example and each person who channels him will be slightly different, some I wouldn't touch with a barge pole!  We have to use intuition to really discern who/what the energy is that is coming through a mind that is possibly nowhere near the conscious ness of the higher being.  I ask myself, why would such a sixth-and upward dimensional being want to pour its beutiful light into a 4d mind?? yes, we may well ask - what is the purpopse.   I think that channelling per se is rather old fashioned.  We should be (as I am and many others are) channelling all the time, our higher selves, the God force - who needs to sit in session and allow another to take over?

The process is that when one is conscious then the mind becomes at one with the christ consciousness - there is no separation so it is hard to know the difference between our thoughts and another and of course at the christ consciousness level - we are all one.

The real reason I'm drawn to write this is because I have had a great disappointment from those who should know better, and they certainly do still have their 'individualities' All is not light on the inner planes and I should know - I have worked in them for reasons hard to explain - I still work with ten masters who need to know world news!  I feed it back but some of the great ones and there ar dozens do not always have integrity.  I  have two special masters that I have almost given my life to - they will not communicate with me no matter how often I ask, sit and meditate and the like, but no answer comes.  I even doubt that they have words!  but then lo'  I have recently noticed that these two dears ones, who don't speak to me, are channelling through another soul.  You could call it jealousy but not so, I feel hurt, that a particular question I often asked, with no answer, has come forth from another source.  Why?

I had better close down, this is becoming another book or as the master Dwal Khul would say, a treatise. It is truly inspired and my message is DISCERN ye the spirits - trust your intuition, question, their motives - of course anyone can give a name and anyone can become a recognisable being to touch the ego of someone so keen to be important.  |I ask myself why do these great masters need to show themselves, give a name stand beside someone in all their glory.  there is a picture of Sananda on the website of "Awakening you" It is not Sananda, a portayal created by someone in the graphics department. I know what Sananda looks like and so should the person channelling.

I feel better for that!! thank you for reading my words which come from a shared source!   Wandercloud.

Beloved Jeshua said many years ago "To be in this world but not of it"  Nothing has changed.  I am surprised by some of the postings, comments from members on this beautiful site. They are often very 4d,negative stuff about world politics, viruses, war zones, illnesses, abuse, violence and the like. These are not the subjects new age lightworkers should even be thinking about let alone posting. We have to be careful where we put out minds, talk about, view on the television - all this stuff is negative and is adding to an already polluted atmosphere.  I do not watch television read newspapers and refuse to discuss affairs of the day, glamour and illusion, non relevance to my spiritual growth and creating a new earth.

Remember we have to be discerning, to watch every thought, not to gossip, judge or criticise to keep our minds focussed on the Christ Mind alone - uplifted and upheld by the peace and beauty of that domain.  "I am upliated and upheld by the Christ Mind - nothing can disturb the peace of my soul.

Do not add to the cloud of negativity by thinking, writing, talking about events that are surely low level  - it is difficult as it means we are continually monitoring our thoughts to keep them positive and good otherwise we can't reach into the higher realms with clarity and purity of mind..

Wander Cloud.

I managed to get out shopping today after two nights of intense energy shaking - it was almost scary as I didn't know what to do, nothing helped. Feet in water, 2 am night walk, homeopathy and the like, nothing calmed me down. Eventually early this am I pleaded for peace and had two hours' sleep.  So was able to get out to the local supermarket for basics. I was out of milk, bread, cheese and eggs.  

Having  been very ill for the last six years in my bungalow which, fortunately, is warm, safe and quiet, I have had to learn to be extremely resourceful.  I only have a small fridge and freezer which doesn't hold a great deal but I have to make sure the store cupboard is stocked up and there are basic proteins and plenty of eggs.  I don't usually have much energy for making soups (which I  love) but have to really do the best I can with rice (instant stuff) and pasta. There isn't much of a choice in this small market town, only one small supermarket. others with more choice are 15 miles away and I have to drive, park up and then walk (something I can't do too much of)  Would mention here that I have fibromyalgia and other stuff - I feel somewhat angry about this as just as I was beginning to get my life together after a divorce, along comes the illness - a sign of stress I supose, so, to get back to the resourcefulness I am very proud of myself that I only need to really go out once a week.

I have no one to help me but recently (due to the co-virus situation) there is help from a local shop who will deliver. A supermarket tried (UK Morrisons) delivered alright, but the groceries were not in bags and the driver suggested I just unload it onto the front porch!  not sure why this is a new venture, but I found some bags, gave him some and said "get packing! i do get frustrated though as I have tastes which the local poplace don't enjoy. Chai tea (mm) unusual veg and fruit (supermarkets sell it in such huge packs that I avoid it, as I waste a lot) so the local outdoor market is the best bet if I can get there, do the standing and park up without too much hassle.

I have also learnt how to not waste a single thing. I turn bottles and jars upside down to get the last drops/mixture out then save the jars. Bread, even the end crusts I manage to make into a slice - it is quite a challenge but interesting too.  A master once explained about the Law of Economy - how to not waste a single thing. To not put onto your plate when you don't need; to not over stock, to not over order - to literally waste not want not.  I suppose that having been brought up during the war when there were no supermarkets, mother had to queue for everything which was hard to find. We only were allowed one egg per week, no sugar (not a bad thing) and very little fruit as supply ships weren't able to deliver to our island.  So I guess its in built in me to be resourceful in every way - I rarely throw anything out - the birds don't get very much and I'm aware that my diet is lacking in fresh stuff however, I am surviving on very little and could probably write a book for meals for one!!

Value everything down to the smallest gift from the earth spirit!  blessings Beth

I reached the grand old age of 80 last weekend (well actually my body's age as I am only really 74 having 'walked in' during anaesthetic at the age of four during the world war 11 - yes it sounds ancient and at the moment I feel it.  I live alone and for some inexplicable reason have no friends! they come and go - I can get on with anyone, relate to humanity, but unfortunately, not for long - I was told this would be the case - I think that people sense the 'differnece' in me - I'm not sure of my original home, and of course there are many but I feel Arcturian.  Just now, coming across beautiful Sanat Kamura's post I felt tearful as I recognised him as someone I have worked for. In fact I work for several masters which probably adds to my 'difference'

However to get back to "old age" it is of course an earthly concept but equally this poor body has suffered so much throughout its sojourn. Anaesthetics - many - childbirth - antibiotics - to name but a few and of course so many shocks that my nervous system is not to good - hence my present illness of fibromyalgia and a new thing this week! of neurosthenia - feelilng out of control of my inner system. I love homeopathy and all the usual tricks that we get up to to keep going, but living alone can be tricky - someone has to get in the staple food and as we all know our diets seem to be changing constantly.

I wonder whether this new 'illness' is part of the CFS/Me syndrome or the newest download of changing the DNA which I suspect is also the nervous system but nevertheless, it is a troubelsome thing to add to my already exhausted system. i do say quite often "beam me up"  take me home - it must surely be better than this.  I created a video on my walk-in experience - videos are my way of practicing my voice! to just talk to someone! yes old age can be for some, very lonely. People are too busy and they die off leaving many of us sitting by the tv watching videos! thank goodness for Netflix!

I am fortunate in that I do have a car that I can still get into and drive quite successfully, abut I'm now aware of my limitations - it is hard to know the difference between acceptance of my bodily limitations and possibilities of healings. Beloved Jeshua said to me the other day "the body is the last thing to heal" I found that remark a bit depressing but still perservere each morning I get up to unlock my joints! 

the birthday was spent alone - I was hoping for some flowers or a present from somone at least, but nothing came. Eventually an email arrived mid afternoon from my daughter saying that the bouquet she sent on Mothers' Day (here in UK) was to cover both occasions!  She is a wealthy woman and whilst not judging too harshly I would have thought she could have ordered something on lilne (she is in NZ) However, something else to be learnt - in the Course of Miracles - it is said "expectations bring disappointments, judgments lead you from joy" Hmmm - not much comfort there.

This is my first blog in this beautiful website - well I did join up five years ago when beloved Lord Sananda put a huge picture up for me to see to remind me of his love and kindness. he pulled me across from another dimension in which I had been living - not sure why - but it was not a very kind one!  So here I am feeling very fragile having had no sleep for some days, but as Sanat Kamura says, I know that I dip in and out between 3D and 5D possibly even higher as I work with many masters, no wonder I'm exhausted.  Get me a brandy!!

love and blessings from Beth. PS for the length of this, I am a writer and do get carried away!! thanks for sharing.