A Rant, Trying to Understand

So I have been honing in on my ability more and more lately and trying to understand what this life and world are all about. I always have been one to feel a persons aura and vibe before even speaking to them. Once speaking to them I know for sure whether or not they are a person I would or should associate with. 

In the past I have had dreams that have come true. The only problem is that I never know the exact time that the event will happen I just know that it will because I rarely remember my dreams when I wake up. If it is one I happen to remember, it is an important one. This has happened to me twice in my adult life. The most memorable time was when I had a dream about some one I knew, the dream had them in a van with dead bodies all over the place. Weeks later, he was indicted on 5 homicides and later convicted and now serving 140 years in prison. 

Just yesterday I was in contact with a lady who was extremely mentally disturbed. She was making up serious lies about people in the area including people in my home and she chased children down the street (This woman is at least 45 years old). The lady had an evil look on her face so I asked her what was her problem. She said, she thought I was going to curse her out. I told her no and went on to ask her what was going on and before she spoke I knew she was not all there. I pressed record on my cell phone and started asking her what went on before I arrived. She was talking in circles but basically admitted to all that was said she did. I then told her I don't appreciate that behavior I would like her to stay away from my family and we will stay away from her. She asked me to hold on and walked away. I said no thanks, it was nice talking to you and walked away. About 30 minutes later the woman called the police and sent them to my home. The police asked me some questions and I told them I have everything on tape. I played it and it was obvious that I was in no way disrespectful to that woman. Luckily I read her and knew she was not right, if I hadn't it would have been my word against hers and probably a big mess. 

I have many stories like these.

I have friends who try to add a new person to our "group" and I don't like them or don't want to be around them and I may have only met them or spoken to them once. Whenever a gathering is planned if that new person will be there I will usually stay home. (This is not for all new friends just the ones I get that feeling from) Then days, weeks, months, even as long as a year later that new friend has done something unforgivable and my friend is now telling me they should have listened to me. But at the time they thought I was just being mean or antisocial.

I know I have an ability, I'm just not sure what it is or how to enhance it. It has proven very helpful to me and those around me. But I know if I become more in tuned with it and understand it better I will be able to control it and it will work for me.

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