Hello ... I am Addiction
I Like to Take you on a Story Trail
I've been in You Ever since You called for something outside of You
For Comfort Numbness and all that goes with this
You cannot See me but I am watching You
I am FEELING You I LIVE off You
I Live off the Very Little Critters Orphans Blind Singers
Of Different Consciousnesses and Perceptions within
I Thrive on Your Energies when you are feeling Down or Over Excited
You Leave a Crack in the Wall for me to Enter into even Deaper
And when I Feel You Wanting to Give me UP
I Pull at the Psyche Strings Attached even Harder
Hook You even MORE ...
Oh I Have a GOOD Snickling Laugh !!!
'Coz I Know You Are CO-Dependent on Me
You Wish I would Go Away when you Feel me wear you Down
Hahahahahahahaha !!!! Wishing Won't Break Me Away
I Will Not Let You Know The Secret to Getting RID of Me
All I Will Say Is What Does The Energy
Attached to the Created Word Addiction
Feel Like To You NOW ...
Have You Heard of The Old Saying
A Two Way Street for a Too Needy Feed in a Place to Meet
This is a Hint as To How to Break Away This Entity
This is a Plea Maybe it is Time I left Not You to Stop
I Am an ENTITY ...
I AM Addiction
<3 RJK
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Fantastic hun.
So accurate.
I've always thought of it this way.
You can't get to heaven without harnessing the power of hell.
Yes !!! :) I wrote this poem a long time ago about what you say here
BEFRIEND the DARK SIDE
As I sit here peeling back the lenses
I see a very Dark part of me that's banging
Banging at theh Door of Light
It's been screaming as it's hanging
It has never trully been heard
And it yearns for Light through the absurd
Now that it has some Light
It can learn freedom dispite
All the hell it thought
It deserved
It tastes new freedom
Sees now it won't be bit
Speaks up even when frozen
Knowing it will not be hit
Calls out via Snapping
Still the only way it knows
A habit formed through being attacked
Now Heaven and Hell
Is what it shows
Still I hang on
Believing it will become strong
Knowing that strength comes from Divine
The Light Of Love
One Day it will Totally
BESTOW ...
As I Befriend
the
Dark Side
My pleasure.
If I can distill the ascension process into a couple of sentences it would be.
"Befriend the pained voice.
Allow it to participate in your life".
The only reason it screams at you for attention is because it is a part of you that you are neglecting.
And it wants, and deserves to be validated.
Just like you validate the morally superior pars of you.
It is important to play with the child
And when you do, the child pays you back a thousand fold.
Thank you Peter --
Quote: 'The addiction is the pained voice within that compels you to take part in the behaviour.'
Yes ... This is what the poem is about .. Blessings ... RJK
Perhaps the biggest problem faced in dealing with addictions is understanding what the addiction actually is.
Contrary to popular belief, the addiction is not the behaviour.
it is not the substance you take.
Or the food you eat.
Or the air you breathe.
Or the time you spend working in a job you hate.
Or the relentless exercise you do.
Or.......
These are all symptomatic responses to the addiction.
The addiction is the pained voice within that compels you to take part in the behaviour.
An insatiable hunger if you will.
Take smoking for example.
Nicotine is a neural anaesthetic.
If you could freeze the moment in time where the decision is made to have a cigarette, you'd notice a feeling in the belly akin to hunger.
when it becomes uncomfortable enough, you have a cigarette, and the hunger is gone.
temporarily at least.
And then, Inspired by caring, public opinion, the smoker decides to give up smoking for the good of their health.
The now ex smoker feels awfully proud of their effort.
Until two months later, they look in the mirror and realize they've replaced cigarettes with muffin tops.
And we all do this in one form or another.
we replace one "addiction:" after another over the course of our lives.
Always looking for a quick fix to the root cause of our addiction.
The frightened, hungry voice in the belly that can never be satisfied.
What we do however is find more socially acceptable addictions that are healthiwr for us because they don't carry the guilted weight pf public disapproval.
Even eating food is in response to an addiction.
The voice in the belly hollers, and we seek to silence it with food.
We so often do this with our babies.
They cry, in need of whatever the need,
And because we're so preoccupied we stick a bottle of milk in their mouth.
\never stopping to take the time to recognize what that baby truly needs.
all that matters is that we silence them as quickly as possible.
Because their crying reminds us of our own addiction.
And so the child grows up and learns that food is the solution to its pains.
Instead of love.
for all those who are critical of addicts, I'd pose this challenge to you.
Next time you feel hungry, go outside and sungaze.
Over the course of the next few months your addiction to food will evaporate.
Or to anyone who practices breathing through the nose and mouth,
do something about that addiction.
Learn to breathe through your skin.
You only breathe because the hungry voice, ego, tells you to.
Or if you're going to work because of a fear of not having money,
Leave your job.
And start practicing co creation.
And if you aren't able to give up eating or breathing, or working that's ok.
Just be greatful that your addiction doesn't compromise your life too much.
and be aware that you are treading the fine line where a slight push can change that.
If you care so much about people that have destructive addictions, don't make it worse for them by claiming the moral high ground.
Because no one likes a hippcrite.
And the universe teaches compassion through humility.
Haha, Addiction!
I have had duplicates of you in me, and removed already a lot of them!
The battle continues, you are a parasite and need to be removed!