This has simply got to be the most intense and trying Ascension symptoms I have ever experienced. Period. I speak however, solely of the physical symptoms, for within this period is the capability for the most spacious expansion of Spirit yet made available to us.

​In this post I report my own experience with the current wave of energetics. It is my hope that this post will enable others to understand and be better able to cope, indeed utilise, the opportunities being presented now.

Earlier this year, the Divine Mother through Linda Dillon confirmed that She was offering us the final waves of Her Tsunami of Love,

“And yes, this year, this brand new year of 2019, yes, is a year of resolution and completion, but it is also a year of rebirth…of rebirth of you, of rebirth of humanity, a rebirth of ideation, of values, of societies, of institutions. The old is being swept away by my final waves of my Tsunami of Love…and this is My Plan.”

We are currently still being swept up by Her Divine waves of Light and Love. It is washing away the debris at the cellular level, where we still hold on to old energies and beliefs that structure and shape our lives.

Further to the Tsunami of Love, the most recent celestial alignments of the Full Moon & Equinox gateways on March 20 – 21, 2019  provided even more impetus to the Ascension process. Archangel Michael through Celia Fern provides an even more detailed description of this current process,

“Beloved Family, as you move into and beyond the March Full Moon and Equinox, those of you who have chosen New Earth as your destination are experiencing the reactivation of your Divine Human Template within your DNA. This is a powerful process that involves receiving powerful incoming Diamond Light Codes that are not only activating the original template, but also throwing off all and any distortions and alterations in the DNA Genetic Key patterns.”

He goes even further to offer salubrious advice on how to cope with the influx of energies,

“This will be both a powerful and a magical time. There will be an acceleration of the awakening process and an acceleration of the cleansing process within your bodies. It is important that you take good care of your physical body and that you rest when you need to. Now is not the time to be starting grand projects, for your body needs you to allow it the time and energy it needs to return to its original settings and align with its Divine purpose.”

So when we look at it, there are two things taking place simultaneously which I have poetically labelled as ‘Cruel’ and ‘Just’- cleansing (the ‘Cruel’) and awakening (the ‘Just’) at the DNA level. Both of these are energetically intense as the DNA sections erroneously labelled as ‘junk’ gets restructured and recoded.

As I have shown in my article, The Chakras, DNA uses a quaternary system of encoding information. It interfaces with our subtle or astral bodies (which survive death of the physical body) though energetically encoded quantum biophotons.

Most of us here are intimately familiar with the cleansing process. We’ve been though that grinder too many times to count. It seems never ending. Similarly with the awakening process. We have downloaded, integrated, and levelled up the spiritual ladder. One step at a time, sometimes leapfrogging ahead and returning back.

What about this current awakening process? Magenta Pixie’s sources offered some insight in their Full Moon/Equinoxpresentation recently,

​”You are knowing yourself. You are moving into what is called Self-Similarity, as your DNA matrix codes become self-aware.” [5.25]

When I heard this phrase I was quite intrigued. What ever could it mean? A few nights ago I found out.

I lay in bed, miserable with Ascension symptoms which I knew were of the awakening type rather than the cleansing type at that time.

As an aside, how do I know the difference? It depends on how I feel. I have on many previous occasions had core issues, or vasanas, trigger during the cleansing episodes. As a result, my mood during those times was quite bitter and sour.  With awakening episodes, it is different.

In response to a recent query on how I felt from my dear friend Lynda, I responded, ‘My symptoms are worse, but my Spirit is better.’ It was one that elicited laughter, for she too had gone through an intense ordeal recently where she experienced a rising Spirit coupled with debilitating physical symptoms.

Getting back to the main point, I had just re-listened to Magenta Pixie’s presentation as given above. This was very unusual for me as I very seldom am moved to re-listen or re-read a channel. Yet, as I lay in bed for the night I knew I had to listen to it.

That night the symptoms were at their worst. I lay awake, unable to sleep and pondered those highly significant words which I had missed the first time around. I spoke to my Spirit team, embracing and welcoming the process, and went deep into my DNA to find out what ‘self-aware’ meant.

Almost immediately, my consciousness shifted. I expanded beyond the boundaries of the universe to include the multiverse. I became Narayan, Vishnu- the transcendental Cosmic Person who holds a universe within every pore of His body. It was an experience of pure Bliss. For an earthly moment, a transcendental age, I was in Samadhi again.

I understood. The Hindu deity Narayan, sometimes called Vishnu, is the manifestation of the pure, undivided Consciousness that is Shiva. Shiva is the Divine Father, latent.. and unmanifest. Through the Divine Mother, this latent Consciousness becomes manifest, firstly as the transcendental then the physical.

This one, pure, undifferentiated Consciousness seemingly individuates Itself to experience Itself. This process is layered, stepping down in fractals throughout the various dimensions. Vishnu creates numberless Creator Gods, Brahmas (one for each universe), who then create the manifest universes and dimensions of that particular universe.

That’s where we come in. I have already outlined this process in Our Divine Lineage. We are all aspects or facets of God experiencing Himself/Herself/Itself. We are infinite and multidimensional in origin. We are all Beings of pure Consciousness. As Adi Shankaracharaya so eloquently put it in his description of Nirvana, ‘I AM Shiva.’

The return to our original DNA blueprint, and becoming self-aware means reaching this level of cosmic consciousness. It may correspond to Nirvikalpa Samadhi in the traditional literature of Patanjali as enumerated by Deepak Chopra.

This is the grand opportunity being presented to us now with these energies. To welcome and embrace the shifts (despite how painful and uncomfortable) and attain the proffered state of cosmic consciousness, Nirvikalpa Samadhi.

This is not Ascension proper. This is a temporary heart-opening from which we must return to ‘normal’ consciousness. Yet, having had this experience, the baseline for ‘normal’ consciousness goes up a notch or few.

As Steve Beckow notes, Ascension corresponds to Sahaja Samadhi, where the heart-opening is permanent. We will get there shortly. All of this is very necessary preparation.