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Before I was going to sleep last Saturday, I was talking with Cher-An Kumjat, Xzai-On´s older brother a while. He had been taking a few glass of wine with food when he had been eating together with his little brother Xzai-On and their cousin Commander Mon-Ka Kadar, so I guess you could say he was little glass happy! lol He said "You sure have some vibrations coming from you today!" I asked him "What about my vibrations!?" He said "Well, it kind of makes a man a bit excited or how should I say, a bit horny." I started to laugh my ass off and I said "Well, what can I say. You are talking to goddess Aphrodite after all! Man, you truly need your twin Cher-An!" He laughed and said "Well, yeah you sure can tell, that you are goddess Aphrodite and YES! I would need to bee with my beloved twin, I have been away from her for so long now." I said "Yeah Cher-An, I promise to ask AA Michael about who your Twin Flame´s name is and where to find her!" Cher-An then said "Thanks dear!" After that I tried to contact Xzai-On, but he did not answer so I quickly figured out that he was a sleep and there for he did not answer, so I went to sleep myself!

After some time I went astral and I missed Xzai-On! I could think of one place where to seek him. South America so I spread my wings and flew all the way to South America, beautiful place, I felt home there. But that is now wonder since I used to live there once. I was looking around in a small village town and I saw a native man there. He looked familiar, like one of the native men I had met when they where playing and dancing at the town plaza, thous that I invited to sleep in my apartment so they did not have to sleep in the car. They stayed 3 days with me here and we had a BLAST, that was about 3 years ago! Thous natives where from Peru! One of them I was drawn a lot to, simply because he reminded me of my twin Xzai-On, but in a shorter version.I remember the way this shorter version of Xzai-On´s doppleganger  looked at me and what he said! Even his brothers where stunned! He said " What is a man got to do to get himself such a wonderful magnificent woman like yourself!" I told him " Just bee your sweet self and one advice. Good women, such as myself dosn´t like cheating casanovas cause we do not cheat ourselves, cheating dosn´t excist for us!" Ok, I bee honest, I could easily have seduced him if I wanted to, but THAT is not my style at all and has never been.

Well anyways I thought this native man was him witch I saw in that small village town, but it was not! I started to talk with him anyway. We started to walk on what looked like a village road and sat down on a tree lodge that was close by! After a whiles talk I could feel his vibrations that he started to get horny and when he started to try to kiss me, I avoided the kiss gently to show to him that I was not interested. But it was like talking to a wall. So I said " You are cute, but you are not going to get any sex from me!" He then stood up and said disappointingly "Cute, yeah right!" and then he left.

I myself stood up and continued my search. My senses told me Xzai-On was not too far away. I started to walk on the small village road that passed some fields of corn. It brought a smile on my face! Suddenly I see a cute young native girl stand close to the village road. I approached her and asked if she had seen a tall handsome muscular native, with black brown big heavenly eyes. I did not tell his name because I figured out that she most likely did not know him anyway. She told me that there was one guy in her village that fit my description and she told me how to find here village. I hurried there as fast as my legs could take me! I wanted so bad to bee with Xzai-On. I reached the village. It was a cute small lovely village. I saw people there of cause, but did not see Xzai-On. I saw and old lady fixing shawls outside in the sun shine and went to ask her if she had seen the man I was looking for! She then pointed at a man that sat leaning against a tree. I went there to that man! He was tall, taller than the others there. He was very muscular too. But his skin color was slightly lighter than Xzai-On and his hair was a bit shorter too, but he was a native that I could clearly see. I said " Hello!"  He then opened up his eyes and looked up at me and I met his eyes! GOD, I just adore his heavenly big black brown eyes.We looked at each other, he had a warm loving smile on his face! I was too occupied in looking in his heavenly big black brown pleiadean eyes. His beautiful godlike eyes. I knew who it was when I saw his eyes. It was Xzai-On and I realized that he looked the way he looked back in the Aztec days, when he had his mothers skin color and not his fathers, that he has today.

I said " I Know you!" He then suddenly got a warm loving playful, teasing smile on his face and said "Do you!?" LMAO My twin can bee such a cheeky teaser at times, witch i find so sexy in him, and most of times it makes me just laugh! I said " I have looked all over for you!" He kept giving me his loving, warm playful, teasing smile and then he said with a bit of tease and a joke " Well, You found me and i am not planing in leaving This spot in the Next Few minutes"

I was laughing at his cheeky comment. He smiled and spread out his legs so I could come and sit in front of him, next to him! When I placed myself sitting in front of him next to him, he held me in his arms. We looked at eachother with unconditional love. I placed my hand on his cheek and lovingly caressed it and I said " I love you Xzai-On!" He looked at me and gave me a warm loving smile and said " I love you too snugglepop, my sweet princess, my precious jewel!" He then gently and lovingly kissed me on my forehead.

I putted my head on his chest and could hear the sweat music from his hear beat. I closed my eyes with a smile of happiness and pure peace to bee in my beloved twins arms, shortly after I fell a sleep. Sometime later I woke up and I found myself in my bedroom and a smile on my face grew, when the thought of my darling Xzai-On came to my mind.

This picture describes BEST my twin flame Xzai-On´s black brown pleiadean eyes.

They are simply heavenly gorgeous and godlike to look into. This eyes

on a full grown man. Could not bee any more godly and heavenly than that.

This eyes also describes Lord Shiva´s actual eyes best too...