I woke up this morning from a very horrible and disturbing vision that had left me extremly axious..
I saw a native american walk close to a lake. It was early spring and still yet snow and ice. The native american decided to cross the lake to the other side while the lake was still frosen on some parts (This native american was not Xzai-On. Cause when I see Xzai-On in vision and visions of his past life i feel tremendous love coming from that man)..It seemd to look safe at least what he thought...so he started to cross the frosen lake..when he had come to the middle of the lake..he fell trough the ice...He tryed to desperately get up but it did not work...he looked around and found that there was open wather a bit further away...
He took a big breath and dived in...he started to swim under the ice to reach the open wather...when he was only one meter from the open wather the air was all gon and he drowned...I could see him drown and his lifeless body under the ice! It was HORRIBLE! Absolutely horrible...that picture of that vision still haunts me...
When I woke upp from that vision I was totaly horrifyed and also extremly axious..and then I remember something that my brother said once years back...
My brother has all his life been horrifyed of walking on the ice, specially if it is a frozen lake or frozen sea...He do not even want to walk on it even if the ice would bee 2 meters thick...He said once to me...
I can´t understand why I am so horrible scared walking on frozen lake or frozen sea..I do not care if the ice would bee 2 meters thick. I just ain´t going on a frozen lake or sea...NO ONE will ever get me to walk on ice on a frozen lake or sea..If I have had a past life I must have fallen trough the ice and drowned!"
I told Xzai-On about my vision and what my brother had said once years back...Xzai-On said that it is not impossible that my brother and I was siblings in a past life as well...It is possible that what I saw in my vision was infact the death of my brother in my past life,witch is yet again my brother in this life time..You see, I have myselfe had meny past lifes as a native american and what I saw in my vision could infact, when I think about it, bee the death of my brother in his past life, when he was a native american and therefor his fears to walk on frozen lakes or seas...I have all day thought about this...and the more I think about it the more logical it becomes...The vision has made me extremly axious and nervous today... Not a nice day at all today... :(
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