I am a starseed. I am different. I don’t belong on earth. That is because earth is not my true home.
I felt different all my life. My thoughts are different.
My mind is different.
My energy is different…
I sense things around me. I hear things. I will just know things. I “see” people, beyond the exterior. It’s like I see their soul.
I see their colours. I see their energy.
I see their heart… Or lack of. I feel what others think of me. I am sensitive. I have allergies because of my sensitivity.
I tried to fit in. I can’t. I’d rather die, because in order to fit in, I would have to kill everything inside me anyways. I tried that, and I wouldn’t recommend it. Besides, I know that’s not why I am here. I am programmed to be different.
It’s in my DNA. I cannot conform. I came in this way so that I would react to these things around me, so that change can happen. I know I am not alone.
Although, I am alone where I am. Many times I thought I was crazy. I must be insane having all these thoughts. -Starseed, alien, advanced technology, light beings, star people, mission to change the planet, save humanity…
Sounds like a movie. Growing up I thought there was something seriously wrong with me.
And I was embarrassed and ashamed about these thoughts, because who was I?
I was nobody. I did not fit in, I was weird, and I was teased and made fun off.
I was crazy thinking I had these super powers and would change the world. Now, that I have awaken, I know it is true. I am not crazy.
I am here to change the world. I do have so-called “super powers”, which I am beginning to remember and re-learn.
Of course I believe in aliens. I always knew I was one of them.
I knew it in my heart. They are family.
Earth is okay. By that I mean Gaia mostly.
The soul that is the planet. I am here to help her.
There were many of us that answered the call. Some were asked; some volunteered. We all wanted to go. We all wanted to be here. We care about Gaia.
The earth was so dark. We could see it. We didn’t like it. We wanted to help. First we had to wait. We could not interfere. It was difficult for us to just watch.
We didn’t want this planet to be destroyed by darkness. It is such a beautiful planet.
Many of us have had many visits, and we care about the planet. Gaia is strong, but she needed some assistance, and we were happy to assist her.
We all wanted to be here. But it’s very different from what we are used to. It’s dark here. The energy is very dense. There’s negativity here.
Ego is very strong. There is much competition. We don’t understand that, because we know we are one. We don’t understand cruelty. We don’t understand dishonesty.
We want equality. We want change and enlightenment. But we must realize that WE are the change and enlightenment. The ascended masters, galactic beings, angelics, or anyone else is not going to just appear, and suddenly everything will be fine and it’s over.
WE are the ascended masters, galactic beings, angelics and others. It is us. We are the ones changing the world. We are changing it now. Be who you are. However you are.
You are meant to be exactly that : ) I know it can be difficult, but please know that you are not alone. You don’t have to tell anyone, but it’s not worth changing yourself for anyone.
You are the way you are for a purpose.
You don’t want to change that. I love you, and I love being on this mission with everyone who resonates with this :)
Much love and blessings to all,
Catherine Victoria
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Comments
Absolutely. I know exactly what you mean. There is only love and fear and fear is just an inversion of love so it is also not really truly anything. I guess that to face that means facing the existential question of AM I? If I am not capable of spiritual alignment then all I have is technology and power and to keep that I just have to make sure that others dont realise that. Make others value the illusion over the real so that they keep what they have. Its like that saying, dont argue with an idiot, you lower yourself to thier level and then they beat you with experience. I have to use others to cocreate the perfect environment for me, usurp their personal power and use it to manifest a reality that hurts them enough, that they feel as I do. The world is a metaphor that tells us exactly what is happening, environment, banking, government etc. Problem is that they have done it for so long that they are too good at what they do and they are now everything, the only thing they dont have is your heart, the mind that we think is ours is theirs too. Anyway good on you!! You are a leader ^_^
Wow Traxiss, you really struck a nerve with me there. You are describing the exact knowledge that I had when I woke to what was going on. Its bizarre. I know you said they cant hurt you, but said idiots got me. Or rather they got me to hurt myself, they are idiots but clever ones. >_< I am still here but I am not the same. I was a minuteman.... Sometimes I think said idiots just cant help themselves you know. It is like a compulsion to hurt, they hurt others, it hurts themselves, they get frustrated and lash out again, it reflects back and we all end up in a mess. I mean, the fear is thiers. They own it and we wear it, it is not naturally ours, like a parasitic creature that pretends that it is part of the host. Like you I will let it all go by, they took me to animal, they showed me what they can do with their "mind" but it is gross and it is nothing and I will never again allow myself to be degraded that way. If you treated a dog like they treat us you would have it taken away from you. Anyway, good on you for speaking your truth. You are a wise old soul and you make sure that you activate that DNA. It is your right. It is your story, it is your property and if you break the vow of slavery that we have taken then you can have it back. They dont want you to know that you are the boss, and they are here to help you but have tricked us into thinking they are the boss. Take your power back ^o^ You are an inspiration!
I am also Starseed and labelled as the loneliest staff in my workplace, everywhere. I seldom mix with colleagues because I was so into work. I was ridiculed many times, some say I am selfish and stupid when I am actually not. I cannot defend because their mind are programmed to think the physical ego way. Even my boss thought I did not do my work and I don't know how to co-operate, it really pissed me. I could not do anything but let them face the consequences of misunderstanding me. Even my mom sometimes misaccuse me badly and I feel hurt. I can only be grateful that I am still healthy and alive but I cannot this type of negative energy suffocate me.
For those starseed who experience the same as me, all the best to all of us and may we shall be free.
thanx feather. i do hope you are right because its been a hell of a ride (and i use the word knowingly) had some terrible visits recently and things have been done to me and my DNA i think. when i meditate now i see the backs of my eyelids and no more. I am not sure they didnt make a special exception for me because i am so bad? can you ask your HS, to get in touch with my HS and come back to me? im vbrting soooooo looooow now. blergh Y_Y
I was one, I remembered and then I got kicked from the team for doing the wrong things. Y_Y I feel so alone now, as I have all of my life but its worse now knowing what I was and having it torn from me, waking to the fact that I wasnt from here, how beautiful it was and how perfect and that I had a mission but failed. I have lost my powers and my soul... Be careful everyone they get you if you shine too bright too quickly.
Namaste