Right now I am currently going through the life contract that I choose for my life before my birth. I am at the part where I leave my babysitting position and move away to manheim Pa where I currently live. I know a lot of you people might remember those two kids I talked about in my other posts but I know have more to talk about. Basically I am on my next step getting closer to other things on my contract. I had to leave those kids I babysit-ted and actually loved as if they where my own kids since I seen the more. It all ended with a big argument where they mom yelled my head off for what she consider to be wasting food. I then lied as said id be back but caught up to my parents in Columbia and caught a ride back to manheim. I kinda regret doing this but it was supposed to happen as I remember. I know live in Manheim PA about 12 miles from Columbia Pa. I am not really attached to her kids but miss them both because I spent so many moments with them and do so much with them. According to my life's contract there parents would eventually get over it and I would be invited to birthday party's and once in a while babysit in the far future or help them out with things. I feel powerless to do anything because I am bound by my contract. Since I can' change anything how to I cope into everything falls into place?




Should I really just forget about them? I understand caring about my life of which I am doing now but a lot of people are telling me just to forget about them as if they never existed.
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  • Love is a connection. There is energy constantly moving back and forth between such connections. You will become accustomed to not having them close, but to terminate in your heart the love you have for another person is never a good thing. I believe in unconditional love and conditional relationships.
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