Right now I am currently going through the life contract that I choose for my life before my birth. I am at the part where I leave my babysitting position and move away to manheim Pa where I currently live. I know a lot of you people might remember those two kids I talked about in my other posts but I know have more to talk about. Basically I am on my next step getting closer to other things on my contract. I had to leave those kids I babysit-ted and actually loved as if they where my own kids since I seen the more. It all ended with a big argument where they mom yelled my head off for what she consider to be wasting food. I then lied as said id be back but caught up to my parents in Columbia and caught a ride back to manheim. I kinda regret doing this but it was supposed to happen as I remember. I know live in Manheim PA about 12 miles from Columbia Pa. I am not really attached to her kids but miss them both because I spent so many moments with them and do so much with them. According to my life's contract there parents would eventually get over it and I would be invited to birthday party's and once in a while babysit in the far future or help them out with things. I feel powerless to do anything because I am bound by my contract. Since I can' change anything how to I cope into everything falls into place?




Should I really just forget about them? I understand caring about my life of which I am doing now but a lot of people are telling me just to forget about them as if they never existed.
E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • Love is a connection. There is energy constantly moving back and forth between such connections. You will become accustomed to not having them close, but to terminate in your heart the love you have for another person is never a good thing. I believe in unconditional love and conditional relationships.
This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"For all AC members:
Always be joyful in your heart and mind, but I'm now holding back on the politics/politrix coverage posted here, from all media, including GB News and Talk TV, as the whole thing is one vast circus of black lodge messaging, which…"
13 minutes ago
Love & Joy posted a discussion
  Angels of Blue and Blue-Violet Sapphire Transmission - Steve Nobel  In this transmission we call on two groups of angels that work together, angels of blue sapphire gemstone and angels of blue-violet gemstone.  We call on these angels to clear…
56 minutes ago
AlternateEarth commented on AlternateEarth's blog post Rep. Luna Hearing Exposes CIA MKULTRA Mind Control Program
"Desperation during the Cold War era-that was an excuse I heard;

There isn't a single universally accepted "most famous" claimant, but several people have become well known for alleging they were subjected to or affected by the Project MKUltra. The…"
3 hours ago
AlternateEarth replied to Ara's discussion The CIA is searching for alien genes in a million DNA database
"So, this is what they're worried about? He suggested that DNA may contain markers indicating the transfer of primitive life forms from outer space.-in other words human DNA could be contaminated."
3 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Absolutely have fun. Just be mindful on what we’re focusing on in the Now. The past cycles? Or the new reality?"
3 hours ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"Sadly the ones holding the rest of us back are the sheep who like being good little slaves to the Cabal. If those dumb asses would wake up we can get rid of the Cabal and then get the mass ascension event here quicker."
4 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Lol that would be ridiculous.. In all seriousness though it’s important we stay on track to ensure that we create a MASS ascension. Some but not all of us would have ascended individually so it’s important to me that we are all given that chance.…"
4 hours ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"No more fun?"
4 hours ago
More…