James Gilliland: Badge of Honor.

It’s another home alone at Christmas. Seems a reoccurring pattern. I remember all the family would visit my folks in California who have since passed every Christmas. I would stay home with the excuse of I can’t leave the ranch the pipes will freeze and someone has to feed the animals. I would stock up on food and spend much of the time in deep meditation, take long Epson salt baths and go for a walk through the forest, snow shoes required. During that time, I would work on releasing the past, forgiving anyone necessary and dive deep into my shadow side seeing what came up to clear.

The more I spent time in spirit especially in communication with the higher dimensions the less I desired contact with humanity. I could see how wounded and trapped most of humanity is, how socially engineered, most not even knowing who they are completely detached from their heart and soul. Very few even knew why they incarnated. Sadly, most were caught up in the monkey trap seeking love, acceptance and approval outside of self. The socially engineered completely out of touch with heart and soul trying to impress other socially engineered people. I always loved the saying who would you be without your story? A humble God/Goddess in service to others if you knew the truth.

Spirituality has become fashionable filled with spiritual egos reciting cliches they heard on Facebook but that is their story. Who would they be without that story? Our personal problems all come from the be lie f we are a person separate from the whole seeking outside of ourselves what has always been within. Your story is what keeps you from the is that is all that is within. We are multidimensional beings, which aspect of self on the vibrational continuum do you want to be your story? Are you Pleiadian, Orion, Sirian, Arcturian, Andromedin, were you raised on a ship in previous incarnations? Do you wear that life as a badge be lie ving you are special? What if you believed you were nothing?

Nothing to be acknowledged, nothing to defend, just the observer? The only reason anyone has any power over you is because you want something from them. What if you wanted nothing? What if you were just there, in the moment sharing or choosing not to share without any attachment or need to enable someone else’s story? Imagine how your friends and family would react to that? They will do everything to put you back in the box, their projection of who you are. And that is why I stay home alone for Christmas loving every second of it. Not that it would’t be nice to share with another on the same page. Right now, it is like finding a needle in a septic tank. Just kidding, kinda, it is a very dysfunctional planet in process and I have lots of friends on functional planets.

Something to ponder.

Be well and happy holidays whatever you wish to call them.

James Gilliland

P.S.

People are being affected in a major way by negative influences during these shifts. Here is a link to clear yourself and loves ones. https://youtu.be/i25YHBvrU6Q

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