Since 1999, I began a journey of my mind, body, spirit opening and since then I have believed that I am a part of something, something very spiritual and profound. Explaining something so profound and enlightening can be diffcult but I will do my best to explain a bit about me.
I have always seen things differently to everybody else, the things that have happened to me and things I have gone through nobody else I know goes through the same.
I have lots of déjà_vu’s and coincidences and remember many of my dreams. I also remember dreams from the past that come to me like a vision and some of these dreams seemed years previous.
I started seeing the number 333 in 2004 and still do.
Started seeing 11.11 in 2007 and still do.
See the number 27 and have done for about a year.
I would be thinking or wondering about something, turn the radio/tv or look at the paper and would hear/see something that gives confirmation of what I was thinking.
Hearing/seeing things and for the past few weeks been seeing like an aura over houses.
I have beliefs that anyone can be anyone and the deceased can walk about as alive as anyone else.
In one breath, I would say or read something and the next breath I have forgot it.
I believe UFO’s have been in the same skies as myself and we’ve both known of each others presence.
I believe everybody has their own path in life and each has their own thoughts but I get the feeling that some on Earth think the same and I feel these people are the older Souls of Earth and are the last parts of a jigsaw puzzle to come together but that day will only come after disclosure.
I feel like I am having a cooling period now and have done for 2 years. The little tests that I have been through have stopped and that I am just waiting for the time to come that I get shown all I have been through was to make me a stronger spirit.
I do not care much about having a social life; I spend alot of time in my house. There is only one person that I connect to, nobody understands me and think I am truly crazy with my beliefs. I feel my spirit is in hiding, there are so many people that are on a 'normal' level that I have to stoop to their level to fit in. This isn’t good for me because I feel angry that I cant be myself with so many that don’t understand me and anger isn’t good and it is holding me back from being the higher being that I know I am and can be.
I have been committed on several occasions because I’m misunderstood and I’ve had no power over what happened to me but having said that it was the time in hospital that I feel my spirit learnt alot so I wouldn’t change my past even if I could. I have been single since 1998, just cannot find anyone on my level. I feel more comfortable and at ease when I’m alone but then there has been times when I’ve been alone I’ve felt the most scared and fearful with what I see/hear/feel. I am anxious around people and do not like places where’s there is a crowd.
I read about lightworkers a couple years ago and cried when I read about them as I fitted in just right with what I read but then some aspects I didn’t.
How do you know if you’re a Lightworker?
Do I sound like one?
Is it normal for a Lightworker to eat and believe there’s a starving child’s spirit inside me and that I’m allowing her/him to taste the food.
Will there be one person on the Earth that everybody will look up to as they did with Jesus?
In the next year?
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Thank you gooty64.
I just think that maybe theres some people on Earth that have been through a bigger learning process of the body/mind/spirit than others and some have gone through this alone for the simple fact to make them stronger,for instance a higher rank but ranks in spirituality,to help with times to come.
I have read about 333 probably alot of times since 2004 but its always refreshing to read new
stories/theories/explainations etc about it.I will go look up Lisa Renee now.
Thank you again
Love & Light
@Marianinia
Thank you for your comment.Nobody will ever side track me,they havent mananged to do it for years and they know what I believe is my belief and believe it 100%,no matter how crazy/weird they think I am.Im a happy Soul and always will be.Ive been alone a long time but never lonely but yes your right we can learn so much being alone :)
You are obviously one of those intuitives who saw through the swine flu scam...with it's poison chalice, known as the H1N1 vaccine...A case of the "cure" being worse than the disease...
Good for you... ;-) You sound like one of us...!! :-)
Yes, it was a warning about dangers of mass vaccinations, back in November 2009.....Remember the official attempts by governments worldwide, to get the public to take swine flu vaccine...??
http://lightworkers.org/forum/91730/novamanhomo-galacticus-and-swin...
Also, thanks for the add....Cheers, Drekx
Thank you Drekx Omega and 1HappyKelly.I am a member on Lightworkers.org so I shall do some more reading on there.
Love & Light to you both
Hello my dear :) Thank you for sharing how you are feeling, a burden shared is a burden lessened :) You sound very empathic and connected to the earth. Everything seems complicated with people in fear and chaos and rumours... but simply trusting that you are part of God and letting that Love move through you into helping others is what your mission is as a Lightworker at this time.
Meditation is a great way to communicate with the higher energies, there are some great links here on this site and videos to watch so find something that feels right for you. Try connecting to the world beneath your feet and send her love in the visualisation you feel most suits you.
Once you have established a good flow of energy you will be more able to discern between truth and fiction or wishful thinking. www.lightworkers.org is a good site to get aquainted with as it has a good library of channels, they will help explain your question about Jesus. It's very in depth for one blog post, lol. You'll read it better there than what I can explain here.
Good luck, blessings to you :)