On the out side

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I feel  that I am On the outside looking in just like the song by the Moody Blues, I see all that is going on and I believe most of it and I understand most of it but when it comes down too it I have a hard time participating in it. Things like meditation, quieting the mind, astral traveling, all this stuff I just cant get past first base. Like watching a movie but not actually able to touch the characters, you know what I mean?

At an earlier age I tried many drugs and one in particular sent me on a journey for several years. In that time I astral traveled, talked to my higher self went through walls and was given information about our impending future and the pole shift. Of course I only remember fragments because of the drug I am sure so I have personal experience and knowledge that I really believe but yet I still feel that I am on the outside looking in. How do I get past that stage?

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