Mensch, werde wesentlich, denn wenn die Welt vergeht, dann fällt der Zufall weg, das Wesen, das besteht.
Angelus Silesius (Der Cherubinische Wandersmann)
Become the essence of yourself – since when world will fade away – there will be no more accidents – sole essensece and your innermost prevail – and life of neverending – going on and on ……………………….
Translation of (Contra)Mary=Evamaria 2013
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Reflections and thoughts: About Quantum Leap and Default.
German Original posted on October 30, 2013 by ContraMary
English Translation dated December 09, 2013 by Contramary
Some weeks ago there was some message submitted by AAMichael dealing with the topic of Default and all pertaining questions to it.
This very subject of default by AAMichael just did not go out of my mind . Default by its original meaning derives from the source of geologically appearing pictures.
And there was something else too – another experience of my own which in the aftermaths has completely convinced me as I am an entire amateur with zero knowledge about defaults in electrical connections.
I know access to the INTERNET has been achieved in my house by way of “Default of the Wylan-apparatus” as the technician concerned with the adaption of it told me by the way.
Later, when my PC collapsed several times I found out – stupid like any other amateur – that one of the yellow plug was to go into some grey socket and vice versa the grey one into the yellow socket.
This constitutes the so-called “Default” in some contradiction to logically appearing aspects – effecting some kind of reversal of logical facts! Right?
Such was the explanation about the very nature of “default” given to me as some gift by life beforehand of our discussion about this subject as done here.
Effecting some default is – according to my thoughts here – some other sort of quantum leap too.
When leaving old and habitual levels of our habitual and much used BASICS and jumping into some very new and completely excluded before and moreover illogical method and just apply it for our issue at hand.
This is some kind of default too if it is not understood entirely after reading the message of AAMichael.
Thus if we happen to be confronted with some situation of default in our life to overcome – it is entirely up to us and to our individual decision how to deal with it – either using some intuitive and unproven measure which then I should call the empirical method which would work out like for some pioneers stepping into some entirely unknown realm being the result.
This kind of resorting to some entirely intuitive measure will also effect a result by default ! On the other hand using old and proven methods of tradition and therefore using also known and old platforms of thinking to achieve some known results also expected by tried out experiments of the past – this I’d like to call it pragmatic proven measures of the past.
Quite unconsciously ( or at least less consciously) just rooted on old and proven results achieved in the past – just acting from the usage of habitually proven levels – this may safely named “Action in the pragmatic way” and this also may entitle to some expected result according to traditional forms.
Thus I have achieved now at the same time the somewhat greater quantum leap here of expressing what default is all about : it is something like a quantum leap when resorting to methods of application which seem contradictory to all proven and logical measures of the past —- just answering some inner impulses arising from human hearts which – at first sight – may appear quite illogical compared to proven measures and their results of the past. Hurrah !
Since all these matters have had their spreading in my mind for quite some days and it has been working in my inner self just by itself.
These are the results which I consciously received since some days ago – everything which has happened before – way down in the meantime – has risen to the surface of my consciousness from my inner heart and there it was all of a sudden as it seemed to me. I just followed sequence of all my intuition and turned it over into my daily doings.
Related to the above argumentation I copy hereunder a kind of message received from Marc so that all may comprehend what it is here about :
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I recommend you to question Hatonn (now Soltec) about your personal process of your Lightbody evolution.
I was informed by Gabrielle and have discussed it with Raphael as well and subsequently agreed upon not to reveal anything to you about it and that you make it another issue of your discussion with Hatonn/Soltec….”
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My reply to Marc finalized into a very serious rebuke to advices of such modes.
And in this context there is always appearing before my inner eyes some passage from the Old Testament of the Bible…. “and Jakob fought the Angel until early in the morning and finally he was given the divine blessing so that he could go on climbing up the ladder to heaven ….”
This my somewhat spontaneous response to Gabrielle and Marc – was it something like the sort of my personal fight with that angel?
This kind of revolting against interference with my personal and individual ladder of ascension – may it be compared to the saying of Jacob : I won’t let you go lest you give me your blessing!” ???
Since in his case it was very similar with Jacob – his personal further ascending on the ladder was blocked by some divine angel.
Could it have been that this was AAGabriel/le too in his/her function as Master-Gatekeeper on the Portal of Ascension.
I wonder how such a connection may be established between this truthful story from the Bible being some analogy to my spontaneous response to AAGabriel/le ?
I’d like to express it in such way – which I found out all by myself and solely being valid for me too. And I want to espress precisely hereby that these do not constitute any general truthful facts with general validity for everybody.
This all is entirely my very own and personal way – since everything found out by myself on this route as result of my thoughtful pondering around my spiritual evolution – all of it solely is meant exclusively for myself.
For one matter only I deem as secure – eachone of us has to find out his/her very own road and to proceed on it all by him/herself alone.
If we are lucky we may be given the aquaintance of some angels or spiritual mentors while being on our way – and those may also take us by our hands and guide us in the right sense to our targets.
It may, however, happen that these spiritual extracelestial mentors may effect some hindrance in all our collected and conscious concentration of energies of our all “I AM” and thereby challenge some decision from us how to proceed onward on our spiritual way.
This will produce exactly that very situation where we are touching the a.m. described defaults (arising from the geological field). How do I deal with this angelic impediment of my spiritual concentration as described hereunder.
Am I that obedient child of light and follow all angelic advice of my Angels of Guidance … or : have I become meanwhile so much aware of my self-consciousness that for the sake of my further spiritual evolution and accumulated attention to it (which I need much) accept even angelic advices as negative ones and subsequently throw these into the wind?
Such is the argumentation that was crossing my mind after I wrote my response to Marc and Gabriel/le.
And again this constitutes the very quantum leap (or is it the measure of default I resorted to ?) which also here proves again so very fascinating to me since this is one of all the issues we are confronted with on the road to Ascension?
Since – only by our great quantum leap – possibly constituted out of many lesser ones – we shall be able to master the announced ascension.
Such was my particular quantum leap of previous days :” I was so certain – unconsciously but intuitively in some rightful sense of it – “to default” this very angelic advice i.e. not to accept it since It wouldn’t do me any good in respect of my finally achieved concentration accumulated now so that I rebuked this kind of advice altogether.
Thus I effected a kind of default too. With my evergrowing human consciousness I laid down “the way of manifesting our Golden Age once more from our human part into the other scale of weighing appliance” and thus filling it up all the more with our human point of view.
This was some default in the very practical sense of it !
Und now here is what I replied to Marc and Archangel Gabrielle:
I refer at this point to the recommendation of Marc which I copied already above.
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I consider it very caring and loving to give me your above recommendation – I shall try to follow it ….
Still I am sitting here and am about to always listening into myself and to sense what is arising from my inside and this takes presently all my energy and time too.
This also is part of my activity to express myself more and more like that article just posted in German on my blog too.
All that is missing is the translation thereof into English being left as another issue for me too. You will understand that all this keeps me quite busy at the time being.
This is why I gladly accept Gabrielle’s recommendation yet will it aside a bit for some while in order to find the appropriate time for it.
And to be quite frank – I am not so much interested to learn more about all processes of light being elaborated by my own body.
If you – on advice of Gabrielle and Raphael – do not want to inform me accordingly – leave it at that as I am not so hot and eager to know it now.
You and me, Marc – there are more important matters else to be dealt with as there are to find some well balanced level for all huge waves of energy rolling onward to us and with the help of Gaia and grounding ourselves firmly on to her we shall overcome everything in the best possible way.
To take up new subjects would be just one more distraction of all our energies and mine too. So, thank you Gabrielle – I am not the curious type in such way – I shall learn about it in due course.
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I notice here, that there is still some rest of suspicion in me regarding Gabrielle since she has deceived me from the beginning about my true origin. This was not up to any angelic standard from my view.
She should have known that I am able to deal properly with all true stories but not with lies
I beg you to understand that I have become quite cautiously when dealing with her.
Attention and being aware of it is being advised here for me even with angels from the astral dimension. I’d better leave all to our divine parents foremost to the active divine Mother which I trust wholly and fully,
Look what are the effects of your activity regarding me?
I Am that I Am ! – I am in the essence of my being – and this now is my Higher Self coming through here !
It is solely the matter about me and at this very moment I am connected to my Higher Self. And all this is due to you – yet in some very positive sense of it.
I do appear at this very presence to be far more advanced than what you may be able to conceive in your present astral being – why do you do not know it ?
I am not any longer so curious to learn more about my present condition – be it about my body or of some more sublime mode.
We are – presently – living in some state of transformation and change which is marked by permanent changes – so what is the use of it to spend time and energy wanting to know something while being constantly changed all the way?
So once again I have let my steam off my dear Marc – and please, do not take it personally – this is only some argumentation in discussion with Gabrielle – this had to be voiced out in such a direct way!
All this stuff concerning me – please put it aside – since this will cost you unnecessary energies as you told me all this keeps you so busy.
I’d like that you take proper care of yourself and your energies. Otherwise it all may turn out too much for you.
Shall I disclose here one of my secrets? I am very strong – it is this the quality of steel of which you have spoken recently.
And even when in times of being disheartened I am asking for your assistance and help – this truly is very honest from myself needing advice and attendance from other humans. Here I am not more than merely some human being.
Still there is some great power in me and most of the time I am doing quite well on my own here since I have conclude some bond of friendship with my lonely being and living here on earth – and I have succeeded to love and cherish this as a most prescious state.
I am patient too when it is about my spiritual evolution of my “I Am” – quoting here again the Old Testament of the Bible.
I rerally indeed have learned from all my past lectures of Life here – there is no need at all for a AAGabrielle with astral glue.
holding some colourful balloons before my eyes regarding the state of my Light-Body-Process. Whoever has passed through the 7 hell levels of the dark side just as Dante — will rise from them in such a strong and powerful way that all those psychological tricks may appear to him/her as little playful games.
On the other part one first has to become very conscious of these facts and I this is what I am grateful to Gabrielle for.
I had approached to near to Lucifer reigning the realm of duality – that I succeeded to regard everything als his most prescious present to me so that it was by him that enabled me to overcome all sensations of duality in such a victorious way – and when arriving in the 7th dimension we all will get together again anyway – dark and light – evil and good – because they will exist no longer there.
And again my dear Gabrielle, how shall I know whether you did not deceive me again with your identification of Sandalphone? I do know in a way where I do come from but I shall not disclose it now.
Now it is enough of everything for today – otherwise there will be too many fudder for thoughts for Marc – and I want only the very best for him on his way to further evolution.
Dear Brother – all my love is for you -
Your Sis’ in Light
EM
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