I'm interested in ppl's thoughts, ideas and experiences of schizophrenia, and would like this blog as a form of discussion around the subject.
My experience is indeed that is a spiritual awakening, but that for various reasons eg vulnerability to hostile energy forces/psychic attack, pollution and toxins in the brain it is a very difficult journey.
Would love comments, input, discussion, cheers :)
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I've experienced information overload, I think a part of consciousness integrating, becoming part of the whole or beyond it, and being feminine, looking at big picture. I've always been aware of discernment, but felt that I had more than I wanted, it getting me into too much trouble often. The other thing was being aware of and desiring/creating multiple facets of consciousness in myself, which was fun, but then that's partly the Self going thru different states of conscious or phases of emotion, or response/reaction. I believe the Self is perfect, therefore our Light is perfect. I think anyone's journey including schizophrenia, is very individual so we can only share what we experience and resonate where we do. I feel I've lost most of my Light in this journey thru constant psychic attack. I've also seen my own support crew wiped out. :(
What my schizophrenic adventures revealed to me is that you are experiencing multiple potential outcomes simultaneously. It is a step out of 3d. without the discernment required to be able to take advantage of the experience.
When in that state it seemed like there was reality, ie the now, the most desirable outcome, and the least desirable outcome, all fighting for the opportunity to be the chosen potential. In the end it was inevitablt the least favourable outcome that won because it would start to alter reality in a way that was impossible to ignore. Impossible to dismiss as just something in your head. it was for all intents and purposes, real. And it had a big whack of emotion to back it up. A very powerful example of how frail reality truly is.
I've found with anti-psychotics that they inhibit, destroy higher consciousness structures and consciousness evolution, one in particular even destroyed Divine energy when I was meditating. I no longer take them xc in emergency. Any other comments out there abt their experiences with schizophrenia psychosis/ mental health probs and difficult awakenings?
yh, I get that - I think part of the work I've chosen to do is work with my Archangels and Guides to clear things in the sub-conscious but I guess it's not easy work and there's still a lot of psychic attack involved because of areas hostile beings don't like having exposed perhaps. Some beings actually said it was like I was tipped upside down with the lower Self on top (although in my awakening to the True Self there was no lower Self). Interesting, tnx :)
IT SUB-CONSCIOUS MIND GETTING OVER CONSCIOUS MIND.
IN SPIRITUAL AWAKENING ONE RETAINS THE CONTROL OVER BOTH PARTS OF MIND.