Spirituality Rears its Ugly Head

I've noticed that since I've become more spiritual and grounded and confident, the more bi-polar I also get. I have tons of love, but this also seems to be equated now with tons of negativity and resentment building up in me.I can only hope it will all just come up and out, and never come back again.Perhaps it is my ego's death-throes.
E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • That's actually good news, the resentment and negativity is surfacing and for a very good reason.
    --> You so much want to let it go.

    Resentment is like tricky ropes, tricky ropes that keep bringing the past into the now, they twist around you, creating obstacles, relying on old patterns and ways of thinking.

    It's a challenge.

    I'm also bipolar and have managed to change the old patterns.

    Every time resentment boils up, I purposely change my attitude to one of understanding and one of dismissing it as
    old stuff and baggage I no longer carry.

    I've been having very vivid dreams of people I know and have met, in my dreams I'm always travelling somewhere and something is always going wrong, I forget my handbag somewhere and have to run for miles to find it, or my car breaks down and I end of walking and hiking and getting lifts from strangers, and in all these dreams, there are people I get on with very well and some people I somehow resented.

    When I wake up, I remember my dreams, and strangely enough the people I previousely resented and who appeared in my dreams, seem to dissolve out of my life or my resentment towards them dissolves.

    I suggest you go with the flow and work it !

    Work through the reasons of the resentment and negativity, work it Amelia !

    hugs
This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Love & Joy posted a discussion
 ☀️ Great Central Sun Activation: Receive Your Divine Blueprint Download! ☀️ With Melanie Beckler Blessings,Following up on our recent Full Moon transmission, the Council of Light steps forward to help you ground and integrate the immense…
1 hour ago
Love & Joy posted a discussion
  Sing & Meditate With The Whales & The 1st Codes Of Gaia Welcome to the 2026 Summer Solstice Sing to the Whales Quantum Choir event.  This transmission comes from one of the most heart-filled sacred places we have ever experienced—Sylvan Lake in…
2 hours ago
AlternateEarth posted a blog post
5 hours ago
Sirian Starlight left a comment on Music for your soul.
9 hours ago
Sirian Starlight left a comment on Comment Wall
"Thank you for understanding what I'm saying on at least a few key levels. I appreciate yours as well, and have taken many things you've said to me to heart.

I have a great appreciation for analytical (anchored) and free-flowing (anchorless)…"
10 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 06/28/2026 by EraOfLightBeloved Beautiful Souls, Blue Ray Starseeds, Lightworkers, Empaths, Angels and Angelics,The Blue Rays and Starseeds are spiritually awakened, connected to Source, aware of higher dimensions, and have lifted much…
13 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Sirian, I appreciate the analytical effort. However, the logical mind can only take us so far and self-realisation is achieved inwardly, not through debate. You decide your own path and will align with ascension if you choose to. Most will…"
17 hours ago
Edward posted a status
the public enemy.......
21 hours ago
More…