Spirituality Rears its Ugly Head

I've noticed that since I've become more spiritual and grounded and confident, the more bi-polar I also get. I have tons of love, but this also seems to be equated now with tons of negativity and resentment building up in me.I can only hope it will all just come up and out, and never come back again.Perhaps it is my ego's death-throes.
E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • That's actually good news, the resentment and negativity is surfacing and for a very good reason.
    --> You so much want to let it go.

    Resentment is like tricky ropes, tricky ropes that keep bringing the past into the now, they twist around you, creating obstacles, relying on old patterns and ways of thinking.

    It's a challenge.

    I'm also bipolar and have managed to change the old patterns.

    Every time resentment boils up, I purposely change my attitude to one of understanding and one of dismissing it as
    old stuff and baggage I no longer carry.

    I've been having very vivid dreams of people I know and have met, in my dreams I'm always travelling somewhere and something is always going wrong, I forget my handbag somewhere and have to run for miles to find it, or my car breaks down and I end of walking and hiking and getting lifts from strangers, and in all these dreams, there are people I get on with very well and some people I somehow resented.

    When I wake up, I remember my dreams, and strangely enough the people I previousely resented and who appeared in my dreams, seem to dissolve out of my life or my resentment towards them dissolves.

    I suggest you go with the flow and work it !

    Work through the reasons of the resentment and negativity, work it Amelia !

    hugs
This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Indeed, we will always prevail.💜✨"
2 hours ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"And now I will roll back this thread to some salient Q&As, just before we were so unnecessarily distracted, by decoy tactics...:

AE asked:
"in that Admiral Bird vid; who are the Ariana? I think that's what the Master calls his people."


Drekx…"
3 hours ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"We can all ignore the majority of Vlada's opinions, as they are based upon leftist propaganda data, which he has fallen for, hook, line and sinker...Not real data, from reliable sources, but woke tittle tattle, from the demented with a grudge…"
3 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 02/21/2026 by EraOfLightWe are in the process of stepping through a cosmic portal, and our central nervous systems are sensing and feeling this very powerfully, as well as our physical bodies and fields.It can feel like exhaustion, while…
6 hours ago
rev.joshua skirvin posted a blog post
Posted on 02/19/2026 by EraOfLightGreetings. We are The Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.We are very excited for humanity as we witness you from our ninth-dimensional perch. We are continuing to support humankind in a…
6 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
6 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"I’ve reached the same conclusion as AE, everything you post from this point on will be dismissed as plain and simple silliness."
7 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"Think as you wish Vlada, that link you posted is unfounded gossip and not to be taken seriously. Ted Lieu is a member of the Dems, it’s his job to find dirt on Trump like they all try to (and fail). You just admitted that you haven’t seen the files,…"
7 hours ago
More…