THE BROKEN BOWL

The Broken BowlBy Esu, Adama, and EveAug 5, 2009, 15:19THE BROKEN BOWLAlthough eating out of a cracked bowleating can still be funand abouthandling the battle scars of disappointmentEsu through Evewith a short comment by AdamaI have „styled“ this a bit, as I took outsome comments which were just „too“ private. Eve4th August 2009Where eagles flyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puThSnEGvCk&feature=relatedBetween the world of earth and skyThere's a place where eagles flyThere you'll find my heart and soul carried on the windAnd in you I believe, so the time I spent waitingIs a moment passing, not a minute moreAll the years that passed never changed my mindWhat will be for us, will be in timeAll the dreams we have, one day will come trueWhere eagles fly, I will wait for youHere I'll pass the nightWith many battles left to fightI'll see the sun rise once againOn a distant shoreLoneliness will fade awayTime will stop until the dayYou return into my armsTo hold me like beforeAll the years that passed never changed my mindWhat will be for us, will be in timeAll the dreams we haveOne day will come trueWhere eagles fly, I will wait for youBetween the world of earth and skyThere's a place where eagles flyThere you'll find my heart and soul carried on the windAnd in you I believe, now and foreverWhere eagles fly, I will wait for youEve:All of us who are warriors of light who are here in a human body now, are from now to then facing the fact that our human body outfit makes us open for emotional injuries at risk of getting scars. We may well be aware of our universal heritage, origin and identity, but this does not prevent emotions of pain and to be hurt. These are the rules of the game. Sometimes we think we are „over“ hurtful things, and then there comes a trigger out of the blue just to prove that there is still an open wound, or at least a battle scar reminding us of uncomfortable events. We might think we are well underway, sailing our course on the ocean of life, heading for the shores of what we came to do – and suddenly the wind turns and we have to start beating about. In June last year I had to face such a situation – and I adressed Esu, hoping for a look into his „toolbox“.Esu, what's up with the world / energy and what's up with me? I'm again facing a wave of hurtful energy regarding this special affair and I whish to get rid of it. I whish to be in peace with the situation, but I simply do not succeed. Even a song in the radio can trigger the pain, and all is back again … rage, hatred, full scale. So deep. Will this wound ever heal and how can I support this?Welcome, Eve. As long as you prevent all to heal, no way. 3D is difficult. A broken bowl, glued together again, will never again be like a new one, you will always see the crack. Seeing this line will always remind you on the occasion where the bowl was broken.Now, the good news is: You can fill in a fine salad and enjoy eating, and you will forget about the broken line, until the bowl gets empty again. My advice for you is to keep your bowl filled always and never let it become void.Esu, I've been nearly starving down here, during the past years, as I have been missing my cosmic family that much. I have been very much searching to fill in substitutes. How will you explain somebody starving not to eat all which is in the bowl ?You should know, Eve, that it's possible to drink Cha (green tea used in Japanese Tea Ceremonies) out of an empty cup, by visualizing that the cup is filled. You are very much able to disciplinize your mind. I know – and this is common among light workers – that the patterns of never receiving enough to feel nourishd from the material world are deeply cemented in your cells. I already told you that you compare the 3D issues with the holy cosmic relationships. This does not work in general, as there are no common denominators. You are on a dense material world and the working conditions are everything else than perfect. There is many theories you keep working with, but nearly none which really clears the scars. It does not serve too much to have expectations exceeding the potentials of a material world.Eve, it won't help you – and I repeat myself – to tease yourself by trying to get into these harmful things again and again with the expectation that they would not be harmful anymore if you just investigated the correct ceremonies, and a sufficient quantum of energy. This is what I meant when I said „you prevent healing“. On a material world the broken line will remain – equal if you put some color over it or fill it with food. You have to learn that eating can be fun, even out of a glued bowl with a crack. When you hear the hurtful song, turn it off. Turn your radio off and step out of the hurtful frequency. Think about something of beauty, put up a smile, remember your mission. Put another song on your CD-player. Remember to think positive, remember „the Secret“. Forgive awarely and go on. And remember the universal level, on which your soul is whole.How the VIPs deal with emotionsIn November 2008 the question arose to me how Esu /CM & Co do deal with emotions.Esu, you are in a body again, and this would mean that you deal with emotions. I would think, that it is likewise with CM. What's going on with you when you are observing the things happening on this planet?See, I remained in the higher realms watching earth folks to go from one incarnation to another. Very often I have asked myself how CM and me could have allowed so many dear souls go down into this sphere and remain there, facing situations which seemed even worse than the crucifixion 2000 years ago. Harming and crucifying all you dear ones they crucified even CM and me again and again. I've had many sessions with CM, when I was really devastated by seeing what density did to all our dear hearts. And also CM was very concerned, and he still is, as he did not really expect all to turn out like it did. We know how many psychic deaths you have been dying beside the natural deaths of your bodies. We have seen the many scars on your hearts and the terrible longing to be home again. We often took your energetic bodies up to feed them with love as they were so terribly hurt.It was like a wonder to see you folks standing up again and again like the phoenix out of the ashes, with your mighty will to heal all of this. CM watched you and sat there silently, sometimes missing the words, he changed the name of the ship he is on into Phoenix and if you ask me if a creator son is able to have tears in his eyes, I tell you: Yes, he can have. He calls you the jewels of his universe. What you did down on the planet added to his decision to come here himself – in a body again – with his „sleeves up at work“, to help clearing the mess, out of his outstanding love for his creation. He is whishing to reward his brave stewards who so couraged went into the density. And at the end, finally, you will find out that everything was arranged perfectly, working out fine, for the sake and the greatest good of all.That even although you contributed to creating harmful situations for yourselves you will move beyond these situations, which make you graduated ones on a terrain in Nebadon which is the most difficult one to handle.The day you succeed implementing a society of light and life will be the day where your scars will be really healed and past, but the experience will remain to assist you for further missions. The experience will always remain an imprint to your personality.About the battle scars of Esu and Nada9th July 2009Esu, I would like to hear more about how it felt for you as a master to be in this 3D world in the mission with CM. Have you felt that superior, that the shadows of anger, rage and sadness and the like could not really touch you? Have you always been this HU-man or have you also been a simple man? Did you receive scars and does this experience still interact with your present being?Welcome, dear Eve, I see that you just tapped into the time 2000 years ago, and you prefer asking me rather than stepping into your own stored memories. So be it, (smiles).Eve:Well, you and Nada (and CM of course) came here as masters well educated, but did you not also have certain challenges when you felt your being human collided with your higher mission? I mean, in a certain way „Jesus“ did as well co-create his reality as we are doing now.Esu: Right. CM was subject to the free will, and this would have enabled him to decide not to be crucified, he could have easily gone elsewhere to continue his teaching. Nobody forced him to remain. And this decision was everything else than easy for him. As he underwent the same doubts and fears as every other human being on this planet. Of course his decision interacted with the people close to him, therefore my personality as Esu had no choice at all, due to our agreement before the incarnation. All of us were following the agenda to fulfill our celestial mission, and the emotions and hardships were quite a challenge for us. It was not easy for us, even although we came as masters. I had my moments of rage, of anger, of fear and also of sadness and of feeling overwhelmed.Eve: So, Lady Nada / Mary Magdalen had the role of a woman seeing the love of her life become ridiculed, tortured and crucified, remaining in the world as a pregnant widow who was forced to raise her child alone in a foreign country. Maybe she felt that you went elsewhere to build up another existence without her. You won't tell me that she always stayed in balance on the level of a „higher view“? I cannot imagine that this did not leave scars with her...how could she make her living with these scars?Esu: Well, dear heart, she was a well educated person with a high rank in the order of the great goddess, but in spite of this I guess she had no choice than making her living with these scars. And all these scars were of minor importance compared with her mission of being the living holy grail of the female energy.I had to make my living with the scars of not having her physical at my side. Everyone of us was whole in the self, but we were missing each other. However, we both were aware of our mission and would not have whished to endanger the success.Nada's human experience around the crucifixion did place a very strong imprint to the stock of her memory. Her feelings and emotions in regard of my physical loss in her life were mighty, so mighty that they did rightaway overlay the awareness of the mission. She allows me to tell you that she nearly lost her voice, she cried until her voice was hoarse and her vocal chords felt like ropes. She was very much „man“ in this situation and she felt very much hurt in her gentle soul. When raising our daughter alone, she had friends around her, but these friends did not balance the loss of her mate. She dedicated her further life to the mission of teaching but to the emotions of a loving woman it always seemed like a compromise.Looking back later upon her incarnation she became aware how all was worth it, especially the honor to be a representative of Nebadonia to CM on this last mission before becoming sovereign of his universe. But all in all – this experience has resulted in her being even more straight than ever. This incarnation forced her to be strong in the outside, she thickened the walls around her heart and closed some doors, as these walls were attacked and fired upon, while inside – at least sometimes – the water was rising from her tears of missing me – in which she felt like drowning. All in all she learned how to glue a broken bowl and to live with the visible cracks.When I was then going on living in a different country – I tell you here and now – that no day passed without me sending her my thoughts of deep love. I often visited her in my etheric body and we were enjoying wonderous moments, nurturing the promise that we would have another very long and happy mission on this planet in the correction time leading into the days of light and life.4th August 2009Esu: Yes, she is a warrior of light, and she is carrying her battle scars of the material world, and the fact that she will again live together with me on this material world as my official consort will mean real and sustainable healing to the scars.We have made our plans in common and her wide and precious heart has well understood why things had to be carried out exactly in the way they were carried out – and not otherwise. After all is said and done, all of us will be stronger and more experienced than ever. I beg you to behold this well. No more harm shall be done to my beloved groundcrew. CM will not intentionally sacrifice a single one of you. Be in peace, and don't loose your smile! Hugs straight from my heart, Esu.Also Adama placed a short comment on that topic later:Sometimes the emotions of a human being on a material world seem to overlay the divine order. To overcome this by own efforts just with spiritual guidance is an act of true mastership. Always remember that your personal problems on a material world weigh just little, compared with the higher order you agreed to act out. Many of you do this, at cost of their personal comfort. You are aware that it has to be that way and you accept that. For this you are honoured at the highest. And most surely, this experience has an impact on all of the following incarnations, even if you cannot remember the details any more which let to the ability to stand in for the truth without compromise, at full risk in a material existence. With some people the scars still hurt that much that some of their uncompromising actions have the touch of being cruel, while the soul is in danger to drown in tears behind the walls of defence. Many of us masters dwelling now in the higher realms would most probably not do any better than you, if we had to change roles. Always heart to heart, Adama.Thank you so much, Esu and Adama. Your words deeply touch my heart. You have always been there with me, without me knowing. Please accept my deepest gratitude.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3Cm4vmciXoWHERE EAGLES FLY:You've taken our land,We've died at your hand,You've taken our homes away.But while we still live,Our spirit will give,The strength for the fight to stay.For here we belong!Our spirit is strong!It soars like a song in the sky...Defeat we'll deny,Our spirit won't die,It flies where the eagles fly!

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