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2 days ago I had a vision, I was traveling back in time...It was the most exciting jurney I have ever don and also most devistating I have ever seen in my whoul life. Just the thought of that vision makes me want to burst in tears..Now,let me tell you about that vision and time travel...

I was walking outside close to the fields when I saw something on the sky! First it looked like a spiral, suddenly it opened open wide...I could feel I was going to bee sucked in! I had no chanse what so ever! I was sucked in to this and I realised it was a giant warping wormhole I Had  been sucked in to! I can´t describe it eny beter like a tube like a roller coaster almost and it was a bir purple also in colour and fast it went! I got scared. I heard a calming voice say " Do not bee scared Light Diva!" That calm voice made the fear away completely and instead I found myselfe enjoy that bumby roller coaster ride in that wormhole. Actually I was not scared of the wormhole. I was afraid to hurt myselfe if I happen to fall! I can tell you guys, that was one heck of a fun roller coaster, geforce ride in a wormhole. :D Suddenly I saw a light from the wormhole and Suddenly I was out from it and it disapeared...

I found myselfe in a town. Wow you should have seen it guys it was gordeous...The houses looked pretty similar to our houses and buildings, but they where only made of stones or bricks. There where hovercars, hover busses, hover trains as well. It was absolutely awsome..It was a world that it should bee here on this planet. This place used free energy and no what so ever enything that gives polutions. I felt pretty much home there with all the magnificent technology there. The air was absolutely amazing to breath. It was so amazingly clean that it was like cotton to your lungs when you breathed in the air there. It was one of the most amazing places and towns I Have seen so far, that I can tell you!

I decided to go investigate this magnificent town. The people was friendly,peacfull,spiritual and loving! I felt very happy beeing there. I decided to go into one of the big buildings there. While investigating that huge building I noticed that it was a research fecility. In one of the rooms I ended up in due to my...ahem...natural curiosity, I found small containers with fetuses, The whoul small room was full of small containers with fituses even animal fetuses. I was pretty amazed to see this since I do like sciense! I like reading scienc magazines, but I do not like humbug that some scientist tryes to brainwash us with, wrong info that is...Enyways I had to take a good look at the containers with the fetuses cause I have never in realife seen things like that. So I thought now it is the time and I looked on almost each of one of them...Interesting stuff I thought to myselfe! After that I went out from the room and entered a corridor. A scientist came towards me...I stoped her and asked " What town is this? Where am I!?" She looked at me like a question mark!? I understood that she did not understand eglish so I walked out from that research facility and started investigate the town again until I stood on the yard to and university! A girl sat on the grass. I found myselfe for some reson miss Xzai-On so much that i thought my heart would burst. So I thought, maby I should aske someone incase someone knew him! I decided to ask the girl! I went to her. I though she do not probably know english so I ask his name only!? Suddenly she looked up. She looked similar to asian witch they all did there...I asked " Xzai-On!?" She looked at me and suddenly she pointed at a man that stood there with his back  faced to me! My heart started to beat of excitment! Is he HERE! Is my beloved Xzai-On HERE!? I run towards that man that stood with his back faced to me! He must have heard me coming running cause suddenly he steped on the side and turned to face me. But what I saw when he steped aside was the most heartbraking and devistating site i have ever seen. Infront of me when the man had steped aside was a criplet. He had no legs, he only used his arms to bee able to move around, he had 3 eyes, long hair little over the shoulders, blackbrown eyes and he was pale as an asian. Suddenly our eyes met! He started to walk with his hands to come a little bit closer and then he stoped...His eyes where suddenly filled with love and his eyes seem to start to twinkle like stars when he looked at me. He gave me a warm loving smile, exactly like Xzai-Ons smile...I was in chock. My heart aced and I felt so pity for him! Suddenly the girl that had pointed me to that man came and stood close to me. I was supriced over that she could english. She seemed to bee among very few that could english there. She said " Do not you recognice him, it is Zian! He was born that way! His mother was exposed to radiation due to a nuclear wepon attack when she was in her earliest stage in her pregnancy." I just looked at this criplet, this man that was looking at me with pure love in his eyes. My heart was acing to insanity and I felt so pity for him that I could not take it eny more!

I covered my face with my hands and I bursted into tears. I cryed and cryed and cryed, till there was no tears left to cry. I fell down on my knees of pure exhostion. I had no energy to bee on my knees even so I lyed down on the ground where I was..Suddenly I saw that criplet coming walking towards me with a concerned look in his face! Suddenly he stoped and he was next to me. Just the sight of that criplet made my heart ace itselfe to insanity and I wanted to hysterically start to cry but there was simply no tears left to cry! The criplet looked extremly concerned and he took off his jacket the way he knew to put on and take off a jacket. He then placed carefully his jacket under my head so I had the jacket like a pillow to make it more comfortable to me... He then looked into my eyes with his big round black brown eyes, all 3 of them, witch was filled with love towards me. He then took his one hand and started to caress my chin...His eyes looked at me while he was caressing me and they where all 3 of them filled with endless of love towards me and the eyes seemd to bee twinkeling a bit! He then bended down and our lips met and he gave me a loving, warm sensual kiss...

Everything got pitch black after that and I opend my eyes and found myselfe in the bed! The whoul day after that vision my hearted aced and I felt so devistated. Just the thought of that criplet made me so devistated. Something in my heart said me that I knew this criplet and I wondered if it could have been Xzai-On in one of his past lifes. So I thought to ask him. I contacted Xzai-On....

Me: Xzai-On huny!

Xzai-On: Yeah sugarpumpkin!

Me: Can I ask you something!? It is something I have walked around wondering all day!?

Xzai-On: Sure babe!? What?

Me: Have you ever been a criplet!?

Xzai-On: Yes, but that was a very, very, very long time ago!

At that point when I got my suspicion confirmed, tears started to fall down on my chin! At that point I knew who that criplet was in that vision. It was my beloved Xzai-On in one of his past lifes, long, long ,long time ago...

Me: *Sobbing* I am so sorry!

Xzai-On: Huny! Sweetheart! I may have been a criplet, but still I had a great life and a lot of good friends. Do not worry about it!

My poor sweet Xzai-On. Just the knowlage that my beloved Xzai-On once was a criplet made me just want to even spoil him even more with my love to him and to made him feel like the prince of the universe! It also made me angry at myselfe and even a shamed! Here I Have been complaining about how shit my life has been and what a pure living hell it was. Jesus christ, at least I have had legs to walk around with and should bee happy about that and of my life that I was given and not complain of it! It could have been worce, I could have ended up as a criplet too! Just the thought of my beloved Xzai-On as a criplet in one of his past lifes makes me just want to burst in tear! My poor sweet, sweet Xzai-On! :(

I am pretty sure the place was in one of the planets in Andromeda, commander Andromedan Rexes homeplanet like it was long,long,long time ago...