What Transformation May Look Like
by El Ari AN
I have spent many, many years practicing Merkabah activation, years meditating, years praying, years raising my vibration, years studying Kabbalah, more years studying the secrets of the Mystery Schools. I have read the Bible from cover to cover more than once. I have read the green books from The Ascended Master teachings and other great spiritual works from Paramahansa Yogananda and other Spiritual adepts. I’ve read these works over and over again. I’ve been preparing and preparing for these times; and yet, despite all of this preparation, I realize now that everything I “thought” was – isn’t. The more prepared and in control I thought I was it had the opposite effect.
So, here I am, finally in 2012, sensing change in every molecule of the air, in every moonbeam, in every nuance of sunlight, in every nocturnal sound I hear; and I realize that I am not in control of any of it. I am simply the spectator, admiring myself admiring the intelligence that creates it and outwits me every time!
So, I’ve put away the need to guess what the next move will be. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’m not in a chess game. I am now disengaged from any outcome and relinquish control back to the One who has True Control and who wrote this Great “Screenplay”.
So, whew, I’m neither the producer nor director in this movie – although there are others who have a different opinion about that, as I did as well. Because I’m out of the equation, because I don’t have to do a thing to save the world from “any” thing nor save myself or get to “any” where, I can now enjoy the ride from the back seat and watch the scenery. Wow, that took off Universal weight off my shoulders – I thought the fate of this world was all up to me!
As a consequence, I have stopped the meditating and activations and all ritualistic behaviors that gave me a “sense” of security, a sense of “control”, as if doing such would guarantee me a ticket on the first ride to what I deemed to be the “promised land”, as if it was something “I” had to do to win this altered state, this fifth dimensional new home, this Light Body similar to the characters in the movie Cocoon. I have let go of the notion that it is up to me to get me “there”, wherever and whatever “there” is. I noticed that the more I had to get myself ready to go “there” or be in that specific consciousness to be deemed “Ascended”, the more in the “MIND” I was. The more stuff I had to do or deemed I had to stop doing, the more mental I was and the less I experienced Being.
I have recently entered the “Being” phase. This didn’t come about by thinking to myself, “Gee, I really need to stop thinking and start Being…” It simply happened. Unfortunately, in order to put this down on paper or in a form where others may read it, it had to go through my intellect or mind so that I could formulate the words to express the idea. Here is what I have been experiencing for weeks now:
*I am unaffected by any external circumstance. This means I am unperturbed when I hear about disasters, when there is conflict at home, when I get personal bad news, when I get ill. Things that used to really upset me don’t even faze me anymore. Nothing shakes me. It’s as if I am watching these scenes on a big screen and they do not pertain to me, because they are not about me nor are they me! I am intact and have always been and ever will be.
*I am experiencing memory loss, especially short-term memory, where things that are trivial in nature seem to go out of my memory bank.
*I am entering parallel universes while awake. This means that I am living in simultaneous parallel realties so that when I lose something in this reality (the one that I am writing to you all from), the object or idea is actually intact in the parallel life I’m living in and I am able to recoup it from there. It seems then that the veils are becoming very thin now.
In order to show you that the veils are getting thinner and that indeed I am experiencing this as probably many of you are as well, let me tell you about what happened the other day to my daughter who is currently a young adult. When she had taken the dog outside the house, she kept hearing meowing. She looked all around for a cat and couldn’t find the origin of the sound. She came back inside. After several hours had passed, she heard the meowing coming from inside the house. Now, we own three cats that are in a totally different part of the house. She thought it could be one of them that had gotten out of their room. The Meowing didn’t stop. Then, she goes to her room and she sees a cat go into her room and the dog goes after it. The dog starts sniffing its head and all my daughter sees is the cat’s back side and tail. It looked similar to one of our cats but it didn’t have the exact markings. So, as she watched the dog sniffing the cat, the cat takes off and disappears into thin air. She went to the room where the cats were in and all three cats were in there with the door closed. She called me immediately to let me know about this incident. This is one of many examples of parallel realities that we are all starting to experience as the veils grow thinner.
*I’m experiencing the sensation of “Allowing”. I am not the “Doer” I am just a “Participant” in this Great Plan. So, when I hear that so many people are recording “strange sounds” all around the world, when I hear about new CMEs or Solar Flares, or Earthquakes or possible Pole Shifts, I am in a place of Stillness. When I am made aware of the corruption in our government, when I hear about the “Rights” of Americans being taken away, or the so-called horrors being concocted by the few, self-appointed “rulers” of the world, I am theObjective Observer. I feel like Neo in “The Matrix” movie, flowing in and out of scenes, as all the characters and everyday life in that scene is frozen in time. Here is where I “copy and Paste” the positive outcome from my other parallel realities into the current one I am observing. Here is where I am creating the outcome I want, as an artist. The difference is I am not “wishing” this to happen; I am “Living” it or creating it into existence by “Being” in that outcome.
*I’ve chosen to enjoy this life, because I’m here to experience it and not many have the privilege of being here anymore. I am participating in this life, in whichever way I can, totally immersed in it. I am completely cognizant that there is the good, the beautiful, the bad and the ugly in this world and I will observe each facet as the expression of the Creator who put it in place for a purpose.
*Here is another thing I’m experiencing: I am no longer reading about “how to be ascended or Christ-like” but I’m “Acting” it – Being it. How many lessons does one take in swimming? How many courses can one take that can explain the mechanics of riding a bicycle? At one point, one has to jump in the water and swim or get on the bicycle and peddle! Christ Consciousness is acquired by Being Christ Consciousness.
*And then, there’s the “Being” in the Moment. I can no longer “think” or formulate a future for myself or the current world. I don’t see one! So, that just leaves the NOW, the current moment. So, I find that each Nano-second is ever-expanding and is a universe in and onto itself! Each Nano-second is VAST and suspended in what we used to know as Time. It is frozen and in there, you can see and experience “Everything” and create a totally New Paradigm!
*Lastly for now, as this is ever-unfolding, there is instantaneous communication with “Everything”. There is clear oneness with all life-forms on this planet and oneness and mutual respect with our Beloved off world brothers and sisters. There is an increase in activity onboard ships of Light, where many of us are onboard performing various services for humanity and the Light Forces and being kept up-to-date with the latest events and developments. Many are receiving further instructions to help in their spiritual acceleration and/or earth-based agreements. Because of these onboard visitations, many are experiencing the further peeling away of the veils and thus are or will be experiencing some, if not all of what I have mentioned here and/or other significant “Knowing” and the further development of other wonderful abilities. It is happening subtly, it is happening behind the scenes, it is happening with Love and with much humility. The Host of Light is gently birthing us all to what we always were, chiseling away at our old concepts and constructs.
The days of having to perform the rituals, the chanting, of playing the special music, of burning the incense and candles, joining all different types of events or circles- all the “have tos” - is done with for many folks. There are no more books to read or teachers who can teach anything that we don’t already know in our Core! And those who still teach and are not themselves practicing what they preach and are charging for these services will find that the students will stop attending because these students will simply remember who they are, not just in concept, but by the mere fact the their veils will be peeled away and they will start “Knowing” who they have always been and thus begin to Live from that new consciousness. So, instead of having a human being guide us or help us in our transformation, our teacher will be ourselves, as we all connect to our Higher Selves and tap into our own Higher Awareness. There will be a perpetual unfolding of Higher Truths that will anchor themselves as a “Knowing”. These Truths are downloaded or Awakened in us as we grasp concepts and these, in turn, are further anchored in our “Knowing”. So, the pieces of the puzzle begin to come together to give us the Clear Picture of The Universal Truths that had been withheld, while we were still very much veiled. Thus many of us will leave the patterning of the “old self”, leave the cocoon and emerge into that being that is totally free from all former misperceptions, judgments, constraints and old thinking patterns of lack and limitation.
The Veils are getting thinner. Let’s expect wonderful gifts to come back to us. Let’s expect communication with those that have never left our side or from those that have been watching over us, forever vigilant of our well-being and our development, without interfering in our choices and our life stream. The 2012 timeframe and beyond is just a demarcation point for our highest and permanent connection with Ourselves. It has started. Let’s be aware of all the subtle changes and nuances that are occurring and will occur in our life. Let’s be open. Let’s not put labels on these, but just Experience them and Be in them. Then, our life will flow in that direction and will grow - a new being created from a new set of blueprints. Let’s allow it, let’s surrender to it. There is nothing for us to do other than Know in our Hearts that this is already “Us”. We’re already there, even with all our imperfections, misconceptions, hang-ups, destructive behaviors. These have all lead us to NOW. And here we are…. No mistakes, no excuses, no guilt-trip, no lamenting….
Are we ready to let go of the mental chatter and be in each and every moment, experiencing the colors and fragrance from a flower, admiring and Becoming one with the Sunset, watching the mysterious hue of the moon and being in awe of its own spiritual growth, listening to Mother Earth groan as she blossoms out of her Earth-shell into that Beautiful Goddess that she is? Experience it! There is nothing like this in the whole universe and we’re a part of it! We are all blessed because we are witnessing this first hand.
Wishing us all a Beautiful and Magical Transformation, however it unfolds….
In Service Always,
El Ari AN
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Thank you Butterfly, for letting me know you resonated with it!
Blessings,
Ari
Thanks Ari for posting this
I've read it 3 times this week! Iove it!