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For some months ago I had a vision where I traveled trough a wormhole. Wormholes dosn´t need to just bee  a wormhole to faster get to a nother solar system. A wormhole can also bee a time portal! This wormhole that I traveled in was a time portal. I still remember the ride, it was freaking awsome. It was like to bee in a tube like rollercoster that was kind of purple and lightblue. The speed was freaking awsome too. If you´d ask me if I´d go on one of thous wormhole time portals again, my answer would bee a deffenite YES! ABSOLUTELY! It was so freaking fun! Of cause I was little nervous at first, but a comforting and calm voice told me to not bee scared and the little fear i had was wiped off easilly! What I mostly was scared of was to fall and hurt myselfe when the end of the wormhole was reached. But I never hurted myselfe even thought I came out from the other end of the wormhole...I fell softly and easilly and landed on my feet...MAN, I´ll never EVER forger that ride in the wormhole, that I truly have to say! What a BIG TIME thrill that was! You all know the rest what happend in that vision, if you have read my blogs!

Yesturday when I was out walking in the night witch I do because it is much more silent and quiet here then and more easilly to dig inside your conciousness. Zian, the cripplet came to my mind. Xzai-On shows himselfe in visions at times the way he was in his pastlifes. Early this year I saw him in a vision when I did that wormhole jurney. First I thought I had eneded upp in one of Andromedas inhabbited planets! But lately my sences has told me that it can´t bee the case. Cause to my suprice one of the girls spoke engish to me, witch I found to fashinating to bee true since I thought I had ended upp in one of Andromedas inhabited planets! The people lookes like asians also....

Well yesturday Zian came to my mind and since my sences told me that something with that Andromeda teory was not right so I started to dig inside my conciousness. Suddenly flashes of old memories acured like I was watching tv.

Zian was from Mu, in the days of Athlantis. Lots of asians lived in Mu. Zian was an asian and he was a cripplet, he was gifted with an invisible 3rd eye and he was very spiritual. He was born after the first war witsh thous dark cabal illuminati, elit caused at that time. Zians father died in that was but amazingly his wife survived and she gave later birth to Zian! Because of the heavy radiation cause of thous nuclear wepons thous Dark Cabal, Illuminati Elite used, meny children at that part of Mu became cripplets or otherway disformed! Most of this children was unfortunately left to die or been taken by the predators. But Zian was lucky! Even thought he was born as a cripplet his mother loved him deeply from the bottom of her heart and soul! He was her jevel. The only way to remember her of her husband, in a way and he was her flesh and blood, no mather how he looked like or if he was a cripplet! She fled to a nother part of MU, that had not been effected to much of the war! It was not easy to bee a single mother in thous hard times after the war! But she did her best to give her son the best and loving childhood that she could. Zian had no legs so he started to walk on his hands.. I myselfe was the youngest daughter of a healer from Atlantis! I and my parents including my siblings went to Mu because I had decided to go in university there plus that my sences told me to go to Mu to study and I allways listened to my sences. We came to a huge white stone building witch was the universe. They had the dorm in the same building! The teacher showed me to my room witch I was going to share with and asian girl! She looked pretty supriced and little with suspicion at me at first! I was not Asian, I was an Atlantian and with blond hair and blue eyes. We became quickly friends thought! We talked about guys, you know like young girls do! She told me about a guy that had no legs, a cripplet named Zian. She said he was a great guy and that she felt pitty for him since he had no legs and the only way for him to move around was to walk with his hands. I found this a bit odd cause I had never seen a cripplet and I thought she was joking or perhaps made it all upp! I thought that untill later when I met Zian in the luch time I realiced that she was telling me the truth! Zian was a cripplet and he did NOT have legs! I started to feel extremly pitty for him when I saw him in the hall for the first time! He looked at me and smiled at me with a very loving warm smile. His eyes black asian eyes pierced stright into my soul and I could feel butterflyes in my stumach and heart. I could feel that I was drawn to him for some reson. He was also very CUTE and handsome even thought he had no legs. His arms where very muscular since he used them to walk with. On luch break friend came with Zians food and Zian was about to get up in a chair when I ran to him! I thought I could give him a helping hand to get upp in that chair!  I said " Chall I help you with getting upp on the chair!" Zian smiled that warm and loving smile to me and he said " Thanks for the offer but, I can get upp to the chair myselfe!" Amazingly he swiftly got upp to the chair with no problem. I felt like an Idiot! Did i realy believe that he could not do enything byhimselfe just because he was a cripplet! 

Zian and I later started a relationship. Once when I came walking past them I could hear one of the guys who sat on the bench say " There gomes the wierdo girl that like guys with no legs!" I and Zian  knew that guys was only jealous so we  just ignored his coment...

Wen we graduated I left with Zian back to Atlantis. We got married shortly after that! Zian was 20 and I 18 when we got married! When we moved to Atlantis Zian got himselfe some fake lags that was high tech pretty much.The legs was made of something like silicon, but not realy silicon aighter! I can not remember what matherial it was. I think it was silicon mixed with something else! The legs felt amazingly the same like real legs and it was used with some sort of thought system. More advanced than the once we have today. Now we could finaly go hand in hand when we where out walking etc! But still Zian prefered to walk with his hands. Just simply cause he was used to do that. Zian was a loving,caring, loyal, humorous and funny man! Even thought he was a cripplet I Loved him from the bottom of my heart and soul! I just adored his big gordeous asian eyes and his gordeous long hair that was a bit over the shoulders...

In Atlantis, Mu or eny other place that excisted at that time, there were only flying saucers used to fly around if you had to go to some other places further away. Meny of this ships had a varietys of designs, some even looked like the cars we have today, only that they could hover and fly. Only free energy was used to this. There where also ships that looked like hover busses and indeed was used to transport  a flock of people to different places. People was very spiritual, full of peace and harmony at that time. Untill Dark Cabal, Illuminati,Elite brought Athlantis, Mu and meny other big civilisations at that time to their final doom cause of their darned mass destruction wepons...