The question that came to me before I even got out of bed this morning to go into the mediation room was clear. It is not the first time I have "heard" it, though the feelings seemed more focused than ever before: What do you really want? As I meditated on this, I realized that I have a belief that has long worked through my subconscious mind: You can't have what you want! As I prayed for various people who are struggling, the feeling that this programming is a lie swept over me: that we can choose what we want...and experience it. Not the wanting, but the object of our desires. Well then, in that case, I choose love and all of its accompanying results: peace, joy and more. Then I started thinking about those I have been trained to think of as scapegoats for what is wrong with my life and the world. Well, I choose the love the scapegoats.
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